Wings symbolize freedom, for those who have none.

174th.

2009-12-20T01:19:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps :)

Relink me / follow me at;

http://www.raindropsinthesky.com/

I won't be deleting this blog yet though :D hehe

Ciao :)

173rd.

2009-12-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

Tag :D
Hi, I’m: Saphira :)
How do you pronounce your name? Sa-pheeeeeee-ra ?
What is your age backwards? 51
How do you feel today? Normal

Friendship:
Who are your best friend(s)? Anne, SJ, Kenji, Flamie, Daryl
What friend do you tell EVERYTHING to? Anne [excluding to certain stuff. (shy)]
What friend makes the most perverted jokes? Daryl. HAHAHA
Who do you talk to the most in person? SJ

Back to school:
What grade are you going into? Form 4? That's like.. Grade 10 I think.
Which period are you doing the best at? English
Which period are you doing the worse at? Malay f'sho.
Which teacher do you fear the most? Not one.
Are you changing to a new school this year? Nope nope
Is someone else changing schools? Yup
Who was your second grade crush? No one prolly o_o.
Name two friends from other grades. Anne, Kenji
Name two friends from other schools. Anne, Kenji

Childhood:
What did you want your job to be? Pokemon master or something LOL -addict-
Who is your favorite teacher out of all of them? Can't remember.
What was one reason you cried? Forgot liao..
What shows did you never want to miss? Pokemon!

Favorites:
Chocolate: Dairy Milk <3
Color: Sky blue :D
Shoe brand: Shoe = shoe. Can wear, can walk, SETTLE!
Website: google.com ftw.
Theme park: Sydney Gold Coast's Water world :D! Went there when I was 6 D:
Instrument: Piano
Song: Current: Evans [Jubeat] - DJ Yoshitaka

Miss:
What grade do you miss the most?: Primary 6
Who’s the first friend that comes to your mind that you miss? SJ, haven't seen her in 2 months o_o?
What else do you miss? Him? Make a guess which unlucky fella :(

Lies:
Ever signed up for those online dating sites? NO LOL WTF
Ever lied about your age? Nope
To impress someone?: Yup unfortunately <_<
To freeload?: What's this?
Ever used someone?: Nope.

This or that:
Crunchie or Kit Kat: Kit Kat
Myspace or Facebook: Facebook
Flowers or chocolate?: Flowers :)
Watch the news or historical teachings?: Historical teachings
Hold hands or kiss?: Hold hands
White chocolate or dark?: Dark

Random:
What color are your shoes?: Black
What was the last theme park you’ve been to? Genting
Name one thing you remember from history class: I don't remember anything except M'sia has a fucking long waste of students' time studying history.
What mood are you in right now?: Relax
Who was the last person you IMed ?: Joey
Who was the last person added on your Facebook: My mom >_> (YES MY MOM IS ON FACEBOOK LOL my dad as well ._.)
Who was the last person deleted on your Facebook: No one.
Who did you last hang out with?: My mom? LOL

Best:
1. Male Friend: Kenji!
2. Female friend: Anne
3. Vacation: Australia.
4. Memory: Those days.

Last:
1. Person you saw: My mom
2. Talked to on the phone: Ken
4. Messaged over MySpace: I don't use myspace.
5. IM’d: Joey

Today:
1. What are you doing right now: Doing this note.
2. Wearing? T-shirt, shorts.
3. Better than yesterday? The usual :(
4. Did you see the person you like? Today? No.
5. What’s the weather? Night
2. What’s bothering you right now? PMR results. Fuck Malaysia's sadist MoE department people / whoever that announced that date.
4. What is in your wallet? Money, Bubble tea shop's stamp card, coins, SG arcade card <- lol don't ask.
5. Wallpaper on your computer’s desktop? Hatsune Miku
7. Next time you will kiss someone? Christmas..?
8. Where was your default picture taken? My MSN picture? Internet.
10. Life: Sucks. WHERE'S QUESTION 9?
11. House: Big. No joke damn it my new house has 3 floors..
12. Doing this weekend? No idea. Wait this IS the weekend <_<
13. Wearing? T-shirt, shorts. Wait wasn't this question somewhere up there O_o
15. If you could have one thing right now what would it be? Gaming PC. Then my life is officially completed. Oh and bubbletea pl0x <3
16. Listening to? Fantasy - Danny Fernandes
18. What do you smell like? Rotten fish. Nah joking.
19. Eating? I has cake just now.
20. On your bed, what is your favorite thing? My teddy bear. My pillow. My bolster. My blanky. MY BED <3
21. Do you believe in a soulmate? Yup
22. What do you wear to bed? T-shirt, shorts?
23. Do you remember your dreams? Sometimes.
24. Do you burn easily in the sun? Depends on the sun's heat..
26. What’s something you wish you could understand better? That fella who drives me crazy everytime. -points at the munchlax-
27. What did you do last weekend? I forgot..
28. Who do you miss? Him. :( aka munchlax. -kicks-
29. Who is the last girl you hugged? I can't even remember if I hugged a girl before. LOL
30. Who is the last boy you hugged? Munchlax. HAHAHA no I don't mean the Pokemon.
31. Who was the last person you went somewhere with? Can't remember..
33. Have you kissed anyone on your top friends? haR? No.
34. Last time you ate a home grown tomato? I don't grow them o_o
36. What was the last thing you drank? Plain water
39. Do you like someone right now? Yup yup
40. What do you wear more, slacks, jeans, or sweatpants? Slacks (if they mean shorts)
41. What is the last movie you watched? With who?Storm Warriors 2. With Munchlax.
42. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink. Plain water, Coffee, Milo.
43. What are you excited about? Christmas. NO WAIT FUCK THAT IF MY PMR RESULTS ARE SCREWED. I'll change that to.. -thinks- meeting Munchlax on Christmas [HOPEFULLY]
44. Do you want someone you can’t have? Yup..
45. Who was last to slap your butt? Munchlax. -.- I'm slapping his soon.
46. Where was the last place you went? My new house?
47. What’s on your mind right now? DotA. LOL
48. Have you cried recently? Nope.
49. If an unstoppable force comes across an immovable object, then what happens? Earth blows up. Sun freezes over. Tada, the universe ends.
50. Is taking a shower a daily thing? Yup yup.

Tag:
ANNE
DARYL
No you two can't run >:)

172nd.

2009-12-18T23:21:00.001+08:00

"I don't believe in love forever, but I believe that love is just a fire. When it comes, it will burn you to ashes, and when it's gone, all you have is ashes. Yet when the wind blows, nothing is left for you. Everything would be just like a dream."

Indeed.
:)

171st.

2009-12-17T04:02:00.000+08:00

I know you're stressed out about which way to go. :/. No one can make the choice for you, it's up to you and you yourself to choose. The fact still remains. If only there was someone to choose for us huh, then it would be easier, no? Then again life is never easy, it has its ups and downs, and sometimes it wants you to make difficult decisions regarding your future.. it depends on you. Not trying to make you stress more >.>" mind.Thinking too much is bad for health. Tired le remember rest.

No matter what's your choice I'll always be here kays. :)

Reminds me, about time I thought about my future..

170th.

2009-12-17T01:19:00.002+08:00

Sian ar ~ sibeh sianz.

Nothing to do.

-IcEyGuin and -FiEryGuin :]
Hahaha seriously that made my day when you entered my room in DotA and I was like "WTF?" :D
Daryl = dotakaki punya. Friday netcity k f3 I cycle there 8D give me a call at 1pm thx ~

why do you put up with me when you could get someone else.

I'm just not right am I.

The gap's expanding, and there's nothing we can do.

I hate this silence.

I don't know what to do..

169th.

2009-12-15T23:18:00.002+08:00

You don't take me seriously, do you?

I have nothing to say.

168th.

2009-12-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

I'm thinking too much haha.
You became a fan of that fangroup because of someone else right?
It's not me. Nah, it won't be me :)

.. now I'm scared for no reason at all.
Why do I feel this way when there's nothing wrong?
He was the one who was the stubborn one. Yeah.
Nahz it can't be me :D sure some other chiobu right :)
You and I have our own lives now ^^
Rofl I think too much sometimes.
6-7 months liao, he also za za forget liao la right :)
Nahz.. it can't be me.
It won't be me either.
So yeah.

Screw it. Why of all things I just had to see that...
Zzz... sian 1/2 liao la nb.

Nvm I'll just think of tt person as someone else :)
Chillax to myself ~

167th.

2009-12-15T15:03:00.000+08:00

Scared of losing you for some reason.

I wonder why.

I'm scared of this silence.

It's deafening me.

166th.

2009-12-15T10:41:00.002+08:00

165th.

2009-12-15T08:25:00.001+08:00

All I want for Christmas is you :)

164th.

2009-12-15T05:36:00.001+08:00

Tag.
個人質料
眞實名字：秘密
暱稱： Saph
年齡： 15
星座：双鱼座
血型： A
喜歡吃什麽：很多？
討厭吃什麽：不知道

說出心裏話
你心目中人的姓氏：秘密
你心目中人的暱稱：秘密
你心目中人和你的年齡差別： 4
你喜歡他什麽：秘密
你喜歡他幾個月：不要说
你有情敵嗎：没有？
你有好朋友喜歡他嗎：没有。
他知道你喜歡他嗎：知道
你曾經因爲他心痛嗎： =]
你曾經因爲他受傷嗎： =]
你曾經因爲他吃醋嗎： =]
你們吵架過嗎： 1次？

必填
誰傳達給你這份問卷：自己无聊找到的
你收到問卷,感覺如何：这样？
他如果和你告白，你會怎樣：-
你喜歡他嗎： -
你身邊有朋友喜歡他嗎： -
如果他暗戀你，你會怎樣：-
他有可能和你在一起嗎： -
他是同性戀嗎： -

暗戀
你有幾次戀愛經驗：忘记了哈哈
你會繼續嗎：会？
你擁有的暗戀經驗,深吗? 这样。
暗戀感覺舒服嗎：不爽。

過去
你有可能喜歡你前一任在一起吗? ：不知道？
他再次向你表白,你會：有可能再说哈哈哈
現在對他的印象怎樣,爲什麽：这样？普通朋友咯。
對他還有感覺嗎： =]
長得怎樣：还好
分手是誰提的：自己。
他討厭你嗎：没有。
和他多久：两年半？
會後悔和他在一起嗎：你自己去猜
會想回去以前和他在一起的日子嗎：有时。
你們以現在的情況遇見，是怎樣：没遇见，不知道。
會因爲過去吵架嗎：自从那次都没有和他说话了，还能吵么？
以前的日子開心嗎：开心。
以前的日子幸福嗎：不知道..
對他感情很深嗎：以前很深。现在没那么深？

中學生戀情
你網戀過嗎：有，哈哈
你在學校和他的遇見是怎樣呢：女校，我可不是同性恋
你們是怎樣認識的：网络？
學校知道你們關係嗎：什么鬼啦..
知道對方父母知道你們的關係嗎：不知道 o.o
你的父母知道你們的關係嗎：不知
全班同學知道你們的關係嗎：有几个知
對他感覺如何： =]
将到来的情人节，你们如何慶祝：不知道。

Tagged: Anne
If Anne translates this: Daryl

Ok off to get my miso soup :D

163rd

2009-12-14T06:29:00.001+08:00

"When someone holds back their tears for a period too long. Be it the time you felt angry, happy, sad, touched or any other simplest form of emotions. When you hold your tears back for too long, it doesn't stop easily when you finally let go"

Christmas wishlist [not like anyone's going to give me a pressie but oh well]

*hinting very heavily @ Daryl while eying Anne's teddy.*

[How come Anne gets one while I don't la :( walaooooo heavy colour light friend liao lor! >=[ lol :x]

- The domo-kun plushie I saw at Gurney :) shop is somewhere near Lovely Lace :O *looks @ Daryl*

- Laconic necklace? Ahahaha this is gonna cost a ton I swear. Been wanting one for ages x.x looks so dam nice. Price also sibeh nice. -_-" *looks @ Daryl again*

- Plushies. Yup I can't get enough :D LOL :X *looks- oh nvm*

[Anne: lailai share pl0x!] <- is not going to. F3. Fine I'll borrow you the polar bear (ya borrow, not give hor :x). Not the teddy :) my baobei teddy belongs to me. LOL!

-Kaito Nendoroid

- Go clubbing. :) yup yup you neh see wrong. Prob is how the fk am I gonna go out at night nia. *looks at... the night sky with plenty of stars. LOL er I mean ceiling*

Funny siol suddenly remembered telling someone in SG tt I wanted to go to the beach, then I asked Nebneb how far is it. Nebneb say very far. Then I'm like from -> :O to :( lolol.

Bored.

Good morning anyway.

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162nd.

2009-12-14T05:19:00.001+08:00

When I was in pri school I used to wish I could get into sec school asap.
When I went to sec school I wished that I could get into college asap.
Now, nearing the end of another year I wish that I could go back to pri school.
Ironic huh..
Pri school was damn fun, even if I didn't have a so called best friend or something.
Back then friends were just... friends? Didn't really have anyone I was specially close to with.
Not till I went up to sec school.. and found a few ownage friends :)
Now I don't feel like leaving sec school.. I have like 2 more years only x.x"
College used to feel so distant, now.. I'm not entirely sure if it's that far away now.
I think I'll bawl at graduation night seriously >_>"
I don't feel like leaving my class this year :(
Awesome batch of girls seriously.
I don't wanna leave them and go to the 1st class next year la nabei zz.
God bless that they're not placing us into class following the trial exam results and shit, else I'd be in the 1st class, the majority of my class is still going to be in the 2nd class, damn.
..including one of my best friends as well.
Fuck this seriously.
I hate the 1st class damn it, not that I hate the people but the kiasu-ness of some of them seriously pisses me off sometimes.
:(
Gah.
I'll miss sec school.. well considering I'm already missing this year's class, mehz.
3B'09 ftw :)

Edit:

The past is always sweeter than the present.

Anyways,

aiai get well soon :/ tc urself more.

2 more years.. and where does the path lead me to?

161th.

2009-12-13T10:21:00.008+08:00

Went out to meet the birthday boy yesterday :) well early birthday actually D: his actual bithday is like on the 16th but blah that day cannot meet him so bobian early give the pressie le :x

Anyways pic:

No prizes to whoever that guesses the correct amount of stars inside :)
Anyway aiai damn cute la keep asking me how many stars inside I pian pian don't wanna tell him HAHAHA then tell him ownself count when got time :P
He wasn't not feeling well yesterday, dunno why tummy upset x.x" hope he gets well soon :)
Oh and sleep early la you owl -________-"

We went there to the top floor cause I said I wanna watch movie mahz then look at the list there kns Couple Retreat that movie 18PL [or was it 18SG aiya screw it 18 something @@"] then I keep asking him "eh I can pass for 18 annot, they got check annot :(?" then he's like "No." I jitao sadded LOL sian sian. In the end decided to watch Storm Warriors 2, the queue sibeh long @_@" After buying the tickets we went down to McD lors aiai went to eat nuggets I at there playing PSP LOL like dun care him liddat at there :X he keep annoying me one sia :( wave his hand over the PSP screen then I'm like "eeeeeeeeee mai la" still so evil there laugh say I confirm lose de [I was playing Dissidia] evil la man evillllllllllllllllllllllll D:

Anyways watched Storm Warriors 2 at 4pm+ , I never read the story/history/whatever before :o then aiai beside me tell me this and that I listen also a bit blur LOL! Inside the cinema sibeh cold lor, still wear skirt x.x" legs like freeeeeeezing la man ._." then after that go McD eat liao :O hungry then didn't feel like eating cake. Frankly speaking I a bit sian of Secret Recipe's cakes >.>" mehz lol :X

He went back at about 8pm+ then I went to find my mom as well le lols.
Aiai get well soon :) get well le remember count the amount of stars f3.

PS: Those that know the amount [Anne, Ang Wei Jie (DOGDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE) & others] don't post the amount in my tagboard ty :) NO SPOILERS LA LOL!

PS: Dogdeeeeeeeeeeee I bo take pic lehs paiseh you er slowly wait awhile. LOL but nvm I got his pic :X yesterday took de hehe.

Anyway ciao peeps ~

160th.

2009-12-12T05:54:00.000+08:00

Pressie ready le :) ahaha finally!
Fold till finger still pain + sore la now, but nvm LOL worth it if he likes it :)
Anyone wanna know what the pressie is can go visit my Facebook's random pics album :D
Hehe, meeting him later :D

Anyway I'll update later :) a bit lazy LOL

159th.

2009-12-10T10:59:00.003+08:00

Gotta love this guy :D
http://thegutterfood.blogspot.com/
Sibeh funny man, I was like "AHAHAHAHAHA"-ing away in front of the laptop, I think my ahma outside also think I sot liao LOL!

Below: MUST READ, EPIC WIN.
Link: http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1254761

Computing For Dummies: Five Ways That N00bs Annoy Geeks

By Charlie Sorre

Many of you will be the go-to tech-guy-or-gal for your family and friends, and with the holiday season in full-effect, the number of gadgets you’ll have to troubleshoot is likely to multiply. And, like the IT guy at your office, you will take your turn rolling your eyes at the moronic behavior of your “clients”.

Here, we take a look at the most ridiculous and frustrating things that gadget n00bs do and say. Feel free to laugh cruelly along.

RAM vs. Hard Drive

You have just gotten through a troubleshooting session and your friend decides to throw one more problem at you. “My computer is running a bit slow”, they say. Instead of just checking for yourself, you instead ask how much RAM they have. The blank stare tells you that you have just entered, as Walter Sobchak would say, a world of pain. “I do have a lot of photos,” they say, “is that making it slow?”

You employ your best explanation about the difference between HD gigabytes and RAM gigabytes (my favorite is to say that RAM is the kitchen countertop and the HD is the store-cupboard. The bigger the countertop, the less trips you make to the store cupboard, and the faster you cook). You’re done, happy that you have made things clear. “So if I add more RAM, I can keep more photos?” Gah!

Wi-Fi is Not the Internet

Family Member: I can’t get the internet.
You: Are you connected to the Wi-Fi?
FM: Yes, but I can’t get Google.
You: I think maybe your router isn’t connected to the internet.
FM: (Pause) I am connected. I can see all four bars of the signal.
You: I can’t breath.

Double Click Single Click

This isn’t a troubleshooting request, but it drives me crazy: watching people double-click links in web browsers. Why? WHY?

Breaking Things Through Excessive Neatness

This one takes many forms, but usually involves those who know just enough to be dangerous. It might be applications sorted into folders, either alphabetically or by purpose. It may also be the renaming of essential system files an folders (I have one friend who decided her iPhoto folders, created by the system, would look better with names in all-caps).

There are two things you’ll always find with these people: One, they never, ever put pictures and documents in the Pictures and Documents folders (instead they create new folders at the root level of their computers). And two, when they come to you for help, they will never, ever admit to doing anything wrong, even when you have busted them.

The “Mystery” Hot Computer

Friend: My computer gets very hot. The fan is very noisy.
You: I’ll come check it out. Bring it to [insert favorite bar here].

You get to the bar and they are waiting at the smooth, clean, marble-topped table. Their laptop is open, and it is sitting on top of its soft, insulating, neoprene slipcase. The problem is solved.

This is just the beginning, and now it is your turn. What are the most annoying, funny or just plain bewildering things your friends and family do to their machines? Put them in the comments.

SOURCE: http://www.wired.com/gadgetlab/2009/12/com...bs-annoy-geeks/

CLICK FOR EPIC WIN

Comments from LYN-ers

Sadako-Chan:
My college life in a few lines.

Eh, komputer aku takleh hidup la.
Ye ke? Bila tak boleh?
Pagi tadi.. malam tadi on biasa jer.
Ada kau cabut plug?
Takd pon..
Cepatlah, assignment aku kena print nih.

Thus, I head to his dorm room after receiving call.

Ku tengok plug, plug ada.
Ku petik suis...

...

ROFLMAO!

obefiend:

my story

"obie. HDD aku panas asek overheat.. boleh cek?"
"ok aku datang jap gie"

go to his room. check the casing no HDD inside.

"mana HDD engkau?"
"tunggu jap......"

a few mins later.. he came back with something wrapped in plastic and newspaper. inside it is the HDD. the HDD was very cold

"mana engkau letak HDD ni?"
"pasal panas aku letak dalam ice box"

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

Comment: AHAHAHA WIN, WIN, WIN!!!!!!!!!!

obefiend:
i am more annoyed by this conversation i heard in MCDONALD a few days ago

"wah......... u pakai MACBOOK.. powernya"
"I baru beli"
"laju je Macbook.?"
"i perasan pakai MACBOOK internet i lagi laju"
"ye ke.. i nak beli MACBOOK jugak la!"
"Dulu i pakai ACER pentium II. mmg slow gila.. skang pakai MAC laju betul facebook i"

HAHAHAAAH AHAHH AHA A AH AHAA HAH AHAH AHA AAHA AAHAH AHA !!

ROFLMAO WTF?

badseed:

A : hey i cant connect to wifi at starbucks or anywhere that got wifi even at office
me : have u requested the wifi password?
A : i did but i cant even detect any wifi!!!
me : have u switched on ur wifi?
A : what? i tot its always on

Comment by obefiend: some people must not be allowed to own computers
Agreeing with this HAHAHAHA

Forgotten06:
Ahh...this reminds me of my case...
Just months ago I bought a new gaming mouse for my PC to replace the old faulty one.

And one of my uncle came over and ask me. *while acting pro*

"Wah...your mouse very big ah, so pretty...somemore tht UBS thing gold in colour oh...how much ah??"

All of us including my cousins.. /facepalm

And he continues..

Forgotten06
Later he wonder why we ./facepalm...
Then he asked
"Why liddat? Not UBS meh? I wrong meh?"
"Uncle...UBS is accounting system larrrrr...this is USB!"

*instant silence*

I'm just glad my parent's aren't like that LOL

-dies of laughing-

158th.

2009-12-10T06:58:00.002+08:00

Some random tag I found on someone's blog again.

★ 关于我 ★

姓名 ♥ 知就知，不知就不知~
马来文名 ♥ 知就知，不知就不知~
洋名 ♥ 没有
花名 ♥ Saph
生日 ♥ 210294
星座 ♥ Pisces
生肖 ♥ 狗
体高 ♥自己猜
体重 ♥自己猜
来自 ♥马来西亚
宗族 ♥ 华人
信仰 ♥ 佛教
嗜好 ♥ 玩电脑游戏
兴趣 ♥ 看书
怪癖 ♥ 夜猫
性格 ♥ 这样咯
职业 ♥ 学生
愿望 ♥不知道？
地址 ♥地球上的其中一个地方
电子邮件 ♥看我的 Profile

★ Favourite ★

颜色 ♥ 蓝
卡通 ♥ Pokemon! LOL
花朵 ♥ 满天星 / 玫瑰
音乐 ♥ 什么种类都有
食物 ♥ 巧克力 ~
饮料 ♥ Bubble tea!!
衣服 ♥ T-shirts :)
裤子 ♥ knee length pants ftw
裙子 ♥ o.o..
穿着 ♥ T-shirt + pants + sneakers ftw?
造型 ♥ Random
国家 ♥ 日本
艺人 ♥ 胡彦斌
帅哥 ♥ 自己问我 =p
美女 ♥ Anne chiobu :D LOL!
物品 ♥ Teddy bears :)
季节 ♥ 冬天
动物 ♥ 企鹅
发型 ♥ 长发
节目 ♥ 很少看电视
电影 ♥ 不知道
科目 ♥ 英语
运动 ♥ 篮球
朋友 ♥ 全部
模特儿 ♥ o.o
造型师 ♥ o-o...
座右铭 ♥ haR?
华语歌 ♥ 男人KTV - 胡彦斌
英文歌 ♥ Vanilla Twilight - Owl City
马来歌 ♥ N/A
广东歌 ♥ N/A~
福建歌 ♥ N/A
电视剧 ♥ 我不看的
遗憾之事 ♥ 不想想起。
若时光能倒流? ♥ 秘密。
若选择一个人永远爱你? ♥ 秘密 :)
若自己是亿万富翁? ♥ Jitao go KL shopping with Anne =p
若有一天醒来，发现自己的样子变成金城武／蔡依林，你会？♥ 做自己就好
若有三个愿望 ♥ 1. World peace, 2. Scholarship to SG, 3. Gaming PC :D
面包／爱情 ♥ 爱情
☆为什么 ♥ 不知道
雨天／晴天 ♥ 雨天
☆为什么 ♥ 喜欢雨天
爱情／自由 ♥ 自由
☆为什么 ♥ 为了爱失去自由？我不想咯。
黑／白 ♥黑
☆为什么 ♥ 喜欢
海边／山上 ♥ 海边
☆为什么 ♥ 喜欢海边，吹海风
唱歌／跳舞 ♥ 唱歌
☆为什么 ♥ 不会跳舞
美貌／性格 ♥ 都要
☆为什么 ♥ 哪个人不爱美? =x
平淡／轰烈的日子 ♥ 平淡
☆为什么 ♥ 喜欢
相信／提防 ♥ 提防
☆为什么 ♥ 不想多一次再受伤
头脑好／性格好 ♥ 都要
☆为什么 ♥ 才好嘛
干皮肤／油皮肤 ♥ 剛好就好了
☆为什么 ♥ 因为这样咯
金钱／快乐 ♥ 快乐
☆为什么 ♥ 有钱不快乐，活着还有什么用？
目前快乐吗? ♥ 快乐
☆为什么 ♥不跟你说 ^^
朋友对你好吗? ♥ 好吧
你受朋友欢迎吗 ♥ 还好吧？
好朋友是? ♥Anneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, SJ, Daryl, Kenji?
单身／恋爱 ♥ 恋爱
相信一辈子吗? ♥ 不相信
喜欢自己吗? ♥ 这样咯
相信自己吗 ♥ 不知道。
悲观／乐观 ♥ 悲和乐观
若说最后一句话就哑口，你会? ♥ 告訴他我愛他
若明天世界末日，你会? ♥ 去玩到爽
若你爱的人明天离开你，你会? ♥ 说再见？我不知道
最喜欢的一句话 ♥ To see a rainbow you have to go through rain, to see love you must go through pain.

★我... ★

时尚吗？ ♥ 不知道
哪风格？ ♥ 自己的？
优点？ ♥ 不知道？
缺点？ ♥ 管太多。
ｓｐm有信心吗？ ♥ 等多两年我才告诉你
认为自己可以拿几科A？ ♥ 不知道
什么科？ ♥ 不知道？英语应该Ａ吧

∥点名∥
1. Anne

=p you also know you will kena le de

157th.

2009-12-10T05:28:00.000+08:00

Been following a few peeps from KL's blogs, mostly clubbing lovers.
..and I got affected D: LOL joking man.
Eh Anne lets go clubbing when we both go shopping :D like uh morning breakfast noon lunch and shopping night shop moar later night clubbing <3 ;D?
Ahahahaha :X
..then again I can't dance for shitz. LOL ggpwned?
Might as well go there and drink >.> oh well mehz
I hate the fact there's no food in my house damn it, time to stock on food soon @@"
Chocolateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ftw. Anyway gonna go down to Prangin on Friday again :O bubbletea and er something else :3
Zhu's birthday soon. Lalala ~
Ciao peeps :)

156th

2009-12-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

1 more week.. @_@" my fingers hurt >.<"
Oh well no pain no gain :3

Anyway I haven't been updating recently, so yeah short update here.
Basically what I do now is:
1. Wake up
2. 2 rounds SG boss on Maple [LOL]
3. Being a noobshit in DotA and pwning Kenji's ass <_<"
4. Sleep

And when occasional bubble tea wants come up.. I go down to Prangin Mall to get some :D
I just did that today LOL =x

7 more days, 1/2 done. =p
Lalala I bet a lot of people have no idea wtf am I crapping about so nvm HAHAHA you guys won't know except a few :D
Those who know please don't expose ty :)

Okay off to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep, ciao!

155th.

2009-12-07T23:56:00.000+08:00

Will update blog later =x kinda lazy.
Anyway, nice song <3

Trust You - Yuna Ito

花は風に揺れ踊るように
雨は大地を潤すように
この世界は寄り添い合い　生きてるのに
なぜ人は傷つけ合うの
なぜ別れは訪れるの

君が遠くに行ってもまだ
いつもこの心の真ん中
あのやさしい笑顔でうめつくされたまま
抱きしめた君のカケラに
痛み感じてもまだ　繋がるから
信じてるよ　また会えると
I'm waiting for your love

I love you
I trust you
君の孤独を分けてほしい
I love you
I trust you
光でも闇でも
二人だから信じ合えるの
離さないで

世界の果てを誰が見たの
旅の終わりを誰が告げるの
今は答えが見えなくて　永い夜でも
信じた道を進んでほしい
その先に光が待つから

君が教えてくれた唄は
今もこの心の真ん中
あのやさしい声と共に響いている
溢れる気持ちのしずくが
あたたかく頬つたう
強くなるね
信じてるよ
繋がってると
I'm always by your side

I love you
I trust you
君のために流す涙が
I love you
I trust you
愛を教えてくれた
どんなに君が道に迷っても
そばにいるよ

I love you
I trust you
君の孤独を分けてほしい
I love you
I trust you
光でも闇でも
I love you
I trust you
哀しみでも歓びでも
I love you
I trust you
君の全てを守りたい

どんなに君が道に迷っても
そばにいるよ
二人だから信じ合えるの
離さないで

154th.

2009-12-05T07:06:00.000+08:00

そばにいるね

※あなたのこと　私は今でも思い続けているよ
いくら時流れて行こうと　
I'm by your side baby いつでも
So.　どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも一緒に
いるけど　寂しいんだよ
So baby please　ただ hurry back home※

△Baby boy　あたしはここにいるよ　どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know that I love you　だからこそ　心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても
変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ△

[SoulJa]
んなことよりお前の方は元気か?　
ちゃんと飯食ってるか?
ちくしょう、やっぱ言えねぇや
また今度送るよ　俺からのLetter

[青山テルマ]
過ぎ去った時は戻せないけれど　近くにいてくれた君が恋しいの
だけど　あなたとの距離が遠くなる程に　忙しくみせていた
あたし逃げてたの
だけど　目を閉じる時　眠ろうとする時　逃げきれないよ　あなたの事
思い出しては　一人泣いてたの

(※くり返し)
(△くり返し)

[SoulJa]
不器用な俺　遠くにいる君
伝えたい気持ちそのまま言えずに　君は行っちまった
今じゃ残された君はアルバムの中

[青山テルマ]
アルバムの中　納めた思い出の
日々より　何げない一時が　今じゃ恋しいの
And now　あなたからの電話待ち続けていた
携帯にぎりしめながら眠りについた
あたしは　どこも行かないよ　ここにいるけれど
見つめ合いたいあなたのその瞳
ねぇわかるでしょ?　あたし待ってるよ

(△くり返し)

[SoulJa]
俺はどこも行かないよ　ここにいるけれど　探し続けるあなたの顔
Your 笑顔　今でも触れそうだって思いながら手を伸ばせば　君は

(※くり返し×2)

153rd.

2009-12-05T02:48:00.000+08:00

This is one of these nights that I feel like getting drunk and drown whatever shit I am feeling right now.

Love - One of the most screwed up feelings in the world that screws your mind up and down, in and out, left and right, front and back all because of one person that you can't bear to lose.

Yup I'm an emoshit, attention seeking whore. W/e.
Seriously I don't care if I act like a total bitch now. -_-

why do I fuck up every single thing that was right.. now I've made it wrong.

G > myself in successfully screwing every single r/s I had from the past till the present. - -
Or should I say from the last one till the current? Zzz.
Idk damn it. Idk.

152nd.

2009-12-05T01:56:00.001+08:00

Cute sia LOL I actually smiled when I saw that.

& dreams will stay as dreams.

151st.

2009-12-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

即使你多相信一个人也好， beLIEve 中间永远都藏着一个LIE

I have nothing to say.

150th.

2009-12-04T11:42:00.000+08:00

Going out tomorrow with him :)
Reminder: bring the thing I forgot to bring -_-"

Okay nap time for meh. ._."
-goes to hug bed-

149th.

2009-12-04T08:00:00.001+08:00

- Content deleted -

At my new house now, brought along my teddy :) ahahhaha my dad was like "O_O?" when he saw me hugging it there HAHAHA don't care la its too huggable <3 anyway its special to me :) [shut up Anne I know you're sniggering at this point D: booo :X ask A- uh I mean someone to get one for you :3]

Lalala boredom kills. Back to spamming on MS. I think that pig slept le hopefully o_O"

I want bubble tea!

148th.

2009-12-03T04:16:00.001+08:00

Almost done.. depends. See how things go first lols.

Hahaha I bet none of you guys know what I'm talking about except Anne maybe =X
Oh well :)

Feel like going down to PM on Friday for another round of bubble tea lmfao.
Haven't been going out with SJ for some time.. :( miss my pal LOL
Will prolly ask her out next week.. bubble tea again! Wooootz! :D!!
Bubbletea FTW for life <3 bobian I'mma bubbletea addict =x

PS: Nelnel MSN me when I'm on =x I'll send you the bloglink :D
PPS: KENJI IS GAY. I MEAN IT. CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY ISN'T THAT HOT DAMN IT :( KAITO > HIM KTHXBAI
PPPS: KENJI FORCED ME TO CHANGE THE NAME :( I got threatened. >:( I WANT A NENDO

Kaito <3 for life. HAHAHAHA damn I want a Kaito nendo :(.. costs like SGD 180 wtf...
-goes emo-
I swear I'll buy it when I start working. ._."

Hokay nights peeps :) Btw Anne chiobu =P I bet Daryl agrees with me :)
- runs off ~ -

147th.

2009-12-02T18:38:00.000+08:00

The greatest relationships are the ones you never expected to be in. The ones that swept you off your feet and challenged your ever view. The ones where you found yourself to be a better person because of who you were when he was around. The ones that made you wake up with a smile on your face no matter how corny it was. The ones that made everything right when it was wrong. The ones that caused you physical pain to leave because leaving meant losing a part of yourself.

The greatest relationships are the ones you’ll always remember not because of their length, but because of who you were with. The ones where the memories make you want to laugh when you’re crying. The ones that make you believe that god exists, because no one else could have created someone so amazing. The ones that cause you to change for the better, even if you don’t realize it. The ones where you know you’re being honest with yourself, so much it hurts.

The greatest relationships are the ones where he called you lame and you just rolled your eyes because you knew he was kidding. The ones where you were comfortable around him because you knew he’d love you no matter what. The ones where love seemed to be the only answer. The ones that made you compromise because it was something you knew you wanted to last. The ones where you accepted what he did because you just wanted to see him happy.

The greatest relationships are the ones that changed your life. The ones that made you rethink your future because you knew it’d be better with him. The ones where you felt like your forever had finally appeared. The ones that made you question the ending. The ones that told you to push through the problems because eventually it would be better again. The ones where you broke your heart and his for his good, even when you couldn’t explain without breaking a rule.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you care more about his happiness then you do about your own. The ones where you do what you do for his future, even if it means wrecking your present. The ones where you tell yourself to walk in the opposite direction, because you know there are just some things you can’t do. The ones when you cry not because it’s over, but because you know you lost not only him, but your best friend too.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you’ll thank him for being a part of your life, no matter how short. The ones where you’ll never forget him because he helped shape your view on love. The ones where you’ll always be there for him, whether or not he’ll accept that. The ones where he put up with your crap when he didn’t have to. The ones where your last tribute to him was doing something he never thought you’d do - and loving it.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you’ll always love him, even when he’s forgotten all about you. The ones where you’re changed forever because of him. The ones that you will always smile about because while they were flawed, they were still amazing. The ones where you fought what you knew was going to happen because you couldn’t quite come to terms with losing him. The ones that remind you love lost is better than never having loved at all.

Got it off Facebook, on someone's note.

Time for thought much?
Shrugs.

Coloured parts are self explanatory..

I feel like changing my blogskin. LOL. I think I've said that gazillion times already >.>

Seems like my feelings for you has faded somehow, bit by bit, over the days and months. :)

Undeniably they're still there.. somehow.

146th.

2009-12-02T09:23:00.000+08:00

Love's like a rainbow... so beautiful you can't hold on to it.
- someone's display message on MSN

Mmm.. sometimes maybe.
Just woke up after a nice sleep of about.. 1x hours >.>

145th.

2009-12-01T06:50:00.001+08:00

刚才跟他吵。

我不知道我这几天在干吗。

差一点哭出来但没有。

看来真我的变得无情了？

不知道。

都麻醉了…

那时候真的不想再管了。

后来他讯息我，

看到后，两个字。

心痛！！

...

只能怪自己太任性...

每次都是自己想太多，

结果伤害到了双方...

对不起，伤害了你...

...

不写了。

144th.

2009-12-01T03:56:00.002+08:00

Escaping problems are what I am undoubtedly skilled at.

I feel so fucked up.

143rd.

2009-12-01T02:06:00.000+08:00

Exactly 6 months has passed since then.
Half a year.
Seems like I don't miss you that much now :)
Then again I miss those crazy moments we had.
Ironic much?

Some days I wish I had never met you and never fell for you.
Maybe life would have been easier that way..

Shrugs. Can't really change anything now.
Oh well. Just hope you're doing okay. =]
Treat the next girl you see well lulz and stop being a stubborn mule.

I've found someone else =]
Have you?

KJ,
Chillax.. girls are like that. :/ misunderstandings happen, she doesn't understands you enough I guess. Cheer up, and stop blaming everything on yourself =l. Hey, friends are still here right :D lol. Stay strong KJ :] Echo or Aim, whatever we call you, you're still the same KJ we know.

You would not believe your eyes, if ten million fireflies, lit up the world as I fell asleep..
- Fireflies, Owl City

142nd.

2009-11-30T10:07:00.000+08:00

Read someone's bloggy.
Laughed while imaging the scene.
Yeah.
I miss having you around :(
But then memories will be memories.
..and so it's time to move along ~ move along :)
And even when your hope is gone,
Move along, move along just to make it through :)

Anyway.

BARLEY SEEDS [wait are they EVEN seeds? or iunno, peanuts? O_O -has no idea] are killing me :( THEY REFUSE TO SLIP OUT OF THE MCDONALD CONTOUR GLASS AND NOW I'M LIKE "WTF *KEEPS SLAPPING THE GLASS' BOTTOM IN AN ATTEMPT TO MAKE THEM SLIP DOWN SO I CAN EAT THEM* BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THEY WON'T BUDGE AND THEY'RE LIKE STUCK TO THE GLASS FOR NO FRIGGING REASON AND THE SPOON IS TOO FRIGGING BIG :( OMFG THIS SUCKS DAMMIT RAWRRRR"

-goes out to get another cup of barley + the beans/seeds/peanuts/whatever they are-

Yes I am bored. And that's why you are here, looking at the 142nd post after reading my 139th, 140th and 141st post. I haven't slept since I woke up at 7pm [was it 7 or was it 6?] yesterday. Yeah you must be bored too :( either that or you have nothing to do [what's the difference?] but to listen to my bitching about barley beans and dense guys.

Oh and I hate Edward Cullen. Screw glittering vampires, give me hot asian guys anytime kthx. <3

Randomness ftw.

141st.

2009-11-30T07:00:00.000+08:00

你可知道
要女人清晨醒來
淩亂的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人為什麼會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情
於是，你們爭吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是，你們冷戰，你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個擁抱一個吻，用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裏的悲傷和眼角的淚水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜……

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生……
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！

希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人
她們為你付出過，不求回報
卻希望你們能夠讀懂，能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去
不要讓愛你的女人流淚
不要讓她傷心
更不要讓她絕望！
因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人
就意味著失去了整個世界……

女孩子20歲左右是她最美麗的。這時她的心地最善良，她有點成熟，又有點孩子氣。
男孩子20左右的時候是他最暗淡的日子，這時什麼都沒有，不能獨立又不想依賴，掙紮著彷徨著，尋找著自己的位置，所以如果一個男孩子在他20歲左右的時候遇見與他年紀相當的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，因為這個女孩子是用用自己最美麗的年華陪他走過了最暗淡的日子！女孩只有陪他走過，女孩將永遠幸福下去。

Red = agree x 100 :)

Purple = yup yup.

Green = Past. Don't bother asking.

Guys are so dense. It's not just 'sometimes' but 'always' -_______________-"

Then again can't deny the fact some do care I guess..

..thinking back maybe I was the insensitive one. Hahaha..

...

Forget it.

140th.

2009-11-30T03:08:00.002+08:00

If you're a guy - post this as my kind of girl.

If you're a girl - post it as my kind of boy.

My kind of boy :)

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking? Nope :)

2. Smart? Eh okay =x?

3. Preferred age? Same age / older than me (: max 4 years pls LOL

4. Preferred height? Taller than me

5. How about sense of humor? Yeah :D

6. How about piercings? 1-2 is okay.

7. Accepts you for who you are? Duh

8. Pink hair? ROFL.. no. Reminds me too much of someone.

9. Mushy or no? Eh.. okay with me.

10. Thin or fat? Thin / average :)

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)? Not white [FREAKING EDWARD CULLEN PUI LOL NO WAY] Fair / tanned ?

12. Long hair or short hair? Long :) but not as long as to tie a ponytail >.>

13. Plastic or metal? Meaning ._.?

14. Smells good? The guy's not food you know..

15. Smoker? No. :) Smoker I jitao break Idc de LOL.

16. Drinker? No. Okay la a bit I don't mind I guess.. as long as not too much.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type? Define boy-next-door type for me please ._.

18. Musically inclined? No. Screw 6 packs la damn it I don't see the frigging point.. someone point me in the right direction please ._.?

19. Plays piano? Eh not bad. Can force him to play any song I like HAHAHA!

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar? BASS GUITAR FTW <3

21. Plays violin? Don't really mind LOL

22. Sings very good? Eh I don't care much o.o sing for me can liao LOL

23. Vain? No. LOL later vain too much attract too many girls :( LOLOL jkjk no la I don't wanna see camwhoring guys.. looks so wtf.

24. With glasses? With or without still the same guy right.. but I still prefer with. LOL

25. With braces? Eh cincai. o.o

26. Shy type? Shy type good to bully lehs.. hehehe. :x

27. Rebel or good boy/girl? Not too rebellious. Not too guai also? o.o I dunno lehz. In the middle I suppose.

28. Active or passive? Active. Passive can die de pls..

29. Tight or bomb? HAR?

30. Singer or dancer? Don't mind.

31. Stunner? -clueless-

32. Hiphop? Anything o.o

33. Earrings? 1-2 I don't mind. Whole ear no pls, looks so zzz.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop? This type can screw off liao ~

35. Dimples? Eh that 1 is xiaodidi type lehz damn cute.. I don't mind :) but aiya same la he smile can liao.

36. Bookworm? I don't mind as long as he doesn't reads when I'm around. Eh read when gf around de easiest method strip LOL see if he still wanna read bo. JKJK LOL eh Anne I think I sot liao.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter? o.o?

38. Playful? No. I bth lol

39. Flirt? No. Eh siao ah where got girls like their guy to flirt de..

40. Poem writer? I don't mind LOL

41. Serious? Not too serious.

42. Campus crush? HaR?

43. Painter? Anything o.o

44. Religious? Not too religious..

45. Someone who likes to tease people? Not too much :)

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak? No :D even if I am one the guy cannot. Lalala ~

47. Speaks 20 languages? LOL wtf eh later he flirt with other girls in other language ownself dunno what he saying then cham lehz :X

48. Loyal or faithful? BOTH :)

49. Good kisser? Yup yup.

50. Loves children? Yup yup.

Tags:

1. ANNE :) you already knew that right LOL

2. Daryl

3. Kenji

Found this on someone's blog.

男生必须为女朋友做的21件事

男性们，希望你们看到这篇文章时,就为了心爱的人,希望你们做到以下几点~

1.向新朋友介绍女友时，请搂著她的腰，而不是站在一旁用手指点。

2.在街上遇见美女凝视时间不超过5秒，并迅速指出那位美女与她相比较的美中不足。

3.如果她做错了事，心裏已经很难过，请主动承担起你应该甚至不应该承担的责任。

4.她可以欺负你，但你绝对不可以欺负她，因为她虽然欺负你,但是每次有什麼好东西,她第一个想到的就是你!

5.要是她朝你哭,你要不厌其烦地哄她,直到她破涕为笑！

6.在她的朋友面前，希望你可以表现得比平时更疼爱她和紧张她的样子。

7.大男人不等於霸道，温柔不等於没主见，潇洒不等於没交代。

8.不要老是在她问你“去那裏比较好”，“吃什麼”等等的时候说"随便"，这不等於是你在迁就她，只表示你没有心思搭理她。

9.永远不要在公众场合对她呼呼吼吼又或是撇下她一人。

10.她做错事情的时候教训她不要紧，最重要的是在那之後要哄她。

12.发脾气时不要不理她，不要给时间她让她冷静，其实她完全不需要时间冷静。

13.可以陪自己的朋友，但一定要重色轻友。I HAHAHA-ed at this one

14.她看动画片，你不但不准笑她，还要跟她一起看。

15.有女孩和你说话，你要拉著她的手，如果她恰巧不在旁边，那麼请你跟她们保持距离。

16.就算再忙，每天都不忘打一个问候的电话。

17.两个人都有发火的权利，但不能同一天,如果那一天她发火了，那你就不可以发火了。

18.要非常爱你的女友---她，坚决拥护女友的决定，服从女友的领导。

19.即使全世界的人都不相信她，你也要无条件相信她。因为她也会同样对你。

20. 在她心情遭透，蛮横发脾气的时候，抱抱她，而不是和她理论。

21.希望不会出现手机没电而她又没有其他办法联系到你的现象，如果能频频主动打电话告诉她：“我想你了”~

Those in this colour = those I agree with :)

Okay off to change blogskin again ~ =x

PS: Thinking of changing to this one;
http://www.blogskins.com/info/206769

..then again I a bit uh 舍不得 change it so.. ._.
-considers-
-considers-
-thinks-
Can't decide.
:(

139th.

2009-11-30T02:40:00.000+08:00

Never say I love you, if you don't really care.
Never talk about feelings, if they aren't really there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never say you're going to if you don't plan to start.
Never look me in the eye if all you do is lie.
Never say hello if you really mean goodbye.
If you mean for...ever, then say you'll try.
Never say forever, 'cause forever makes me cry.

-Taken off Ziq's blog, thanks Ziq.

Thanks Echo aka KJ again for listening to my rants and giving me your point of view about stuff :)
You're a great friend :D
When I go to KL some day, come out and meet me ok :D!
At least come out yumcha la ~ =p
But eh tell your girlfriend first =x I don't want you and her argue again lol >.<"
Hahaha just want till I go KL first luhs :x
No Anne I haven't forgotten about our shopping spree in KL :P
..btw lets get the guys out to let them hold everything we get. f3. and to pay as well.
Anne: LOL SAPH
..but then if like that no guy would wanna come out. LOL!
K SUA WE BOTH GO SHOPPING ENOUGH :D!

Aiai I mai break kay. =/
If you want then.. you ownself say bahs.
I'm not giving up kay. Trust can be regained, takes time but its possible.
Idk about you bahs. You wan give up then.. idk.
But seriously speaking, if, IF is really wanna help nia de, please for MY sake tell me.
Idk la till now my heart still 不安.
[note the sibeh big red IF pls]
Oh and I love you. ._.
Give me an answer pls after you see this kays.

I still find guys hard to understand.
._."

Oh screw myself. I haven't been right since Idk when. -_-"
I think I'm nuts.

138th.

2009-11-28T06:15:00.001+08:00

Vanilla Twilight - Owl City

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find opposing new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

The stars lean down to kiss you, and I lie awake I miss you.

- Owl City

Nocturnal-ism ftw.

aiai, take care of her more =/

Going back to Penang, M'sia soon.

Home sweet home.

137th.

2009-11-27T07:25:00.003+08:00

Updating from yesterday.
Thanks Echo [KJ] for hearing me out :) helped a lot.
Anyway, be happy with her yeah ? :D you're an awesome friend to have (:

Went to Bangkok's IT Mall today with parents, walked around checking prices while my mom grumbled along >.>"
Bought a pair of headphones for RM15 [150 baht] and a new lappy skin as well for RM9.90 :) [99 baht]. My dad bought a router + modem thing :O lol.
Then again the awesome sexy-ness of today was..

Razer Diamondback 3G :)
I actually wanted to get a Razer Krait at first but considering the other shop was selling at an imbala overpriced value of RM 169.90 [1699 baht] so.. they can screw themselves. Got my Razer Diamondback 3G for the same price of RM 169.90 [1699 baht], I'm not sure if Penang's selling cheaper though I recall it's about the same. Anyway the sexy mouse comes in 3 types of light colours, Flame Red, Frost Blue and Earth Green. Frost Blue was out of stock [ a pity T_T damn my favourite colour .>"

After having dinner at MK, went back to my dad's apartment to test out the mouse. Seriously worth the RM169.90, awesome mouse <3 7 buttons, I disabled 2 and enabled On-the-fly sensitivity to adjust the mouse speed easily as well as the double click function, still got 2 more extra buttons for macro / other stuff woots <3 the middle one [scroll wheel button] was fixed so yeah.

Mmm well specs of the mouse:

1800dpi Razer Precision 3G infrared sensor
Seven independently programmable Hyperesponse buttons
On-The-Fly Sensitivity adjustment
Always-On mode
Ultra-large non-slip buttons
16-bit ultra-wide data path
6400 frames per second (5.8 megapixels per second)
60-120 inches per second and 15g of acceleration
Scroll wheel with 24 individual click positions
Zero-acoustic Ultraslick Teflon feet
Gold-plated USB connector
Seven-foot, lightweight, non-tangle cord
Approximate size: 129mm (length) x 63mm (width) x 38.5mm (height)

Taken off the Razer website : www.razerzone.com

Haven't really tried out the mouse on any games yet [especially FPS stuff.. screw this lappy damn it, can't support games I wanna play =.=] going to test it out on Wacraft III: Frozen Throne I suppose, since it's about the only game my frigging lappy can support -_-" oh and I downloaded SuddenAttack as well, might as well test it out..

I'll probably save up $ to get a Razer mousepad as well, depends. Damn, now I want a gaming PC even more -__________-"

Will be testing out SA and Warcraft tomorrow, I won't bother downloading Left 4 Dead / CS / COD, I have a feeling they'll fail to run on my lappy and considering the size of the games, well my hdd is lacking space ._. so yeah.. D: L> SOMEONE'S PC TO TEST ON -hinting MADLY @ TXW's awesome imbala gaming rig-

Anyway enough of the Razer product, I have a feeling I'll keep going on and on if I don't stop LOL can't help it damn, the mouse is imbala sexy, the looks are just pure <3 awesomeness. Grip's okay, I'm not really used to it yet since my previous mouse was very, very small >.>" but heck serious there's a difference between my old mouse [costed RM20 only mind, but it's still good] and the Razer Diamondback 3G. Seriously. Big. Difference. The grip for one, and the dpi. Holy mother of God, the first time I plugged the Diamondback's USB cable into my lappy's USB port the mouse literally flew @_@" I was like "wtf, where's the cursor O_O" then yeah got a bit more used to it. Installed the CD and stuff, restarted my computer and yeah this sexy's good to go <3. First thing I did was to change my status in Facebook =x.. and Daryl went like "WTF SAPHYYYY YOU DON'T NEED THIS MOUSE I NEED IT D:" I was like :D all the way LOL :D!

Will probably update my Bangkok trip along with the photos in a few days as well as photos of this sexy <3 (Daryl's gonna drool all over his keyboard I swear.)

Ending this post with a song..

Before You Go - Stevie Hoang ft Mr. Smith

Damn hey
I know you ain't tryna hear me out but
There's a couple of things I wanna get off my chest
Listen...

I know sometimes you wonder when I'm not there
You feel frustrated thinking that I don't care
Cause I don't, answer my phone
I don't, return your call
I don't, do all the things
That I, once did before
It's just the way I am, let me assure you
Baby nothing could be further from the truth
Sometimes I, be working late
Cause I, gotta write that song
Don't be, too quick to judge(you can)
That somethings wrong
I know I should've spend more time
That was my mistake
Girl I don't wanna change your mind
But before you go

Just know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
All I ever wanted, was you to stay
And before you up and leave
I just need you to see
Losing you was not a part of the plan
Know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
And before you go
Just let me say, I'm sorry I could'ntbe that boy
But please believe
All I wanted was... all I wanted was to be your man

Baby understand I never meant to hurt you
And I realized the way that I mistreat you
I'm thinking of all the things, that I could've done
Should've, made you believe, that, you were the one
To see you walk away caught me by suprise
I guess you meant more to me than I realized
I wish, I could go back but, what's done is done
So now I guess it's times that we try to move on
I know I shouldve been right there
That was my mistake
Girl I ain't tryna change your mind
I know it's much too late

Just know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
All I ever wanted, was you to stay
And before you up and leave
I just need you to see
Losing you was not a part of the plan
Know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
And before you go
Just let me say, I'm sorry I couldn't be that boy
But please believe
All I wanted was...
All I wanted was to be your man

I thought I needed time and space
But seeing you walk away
Has made me realize this isn't
How it was supposed to be... yeah yeah

As I'm sitting here alone writing this song
Tryna figure out what the hell went wrong
I remember how we used to be baby
And everything I did that would drive you crazy
I would stay out all night
You go left and I go right
To the studio for confessionals
Sitting right by another fight
You were right
Yes I learned, did like usher and let it burn
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Make you wanna stand three little words
Looking back, it was just that easy
I'm not saying this so that you won't leave me
I just hope you hear the song and believe me

Just know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
All I ever wanted, was you to stay
And before you up and leave
I just need you to see
Losing you was not a part of the plan
Know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
And before you go
Just let me say, I'm sorry I couldnt be that boy
But please believe
All I wanted was... all I wanted was to be your man

Just know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
All I ever wanted, was you to stay
And before you up and leave
I just need you to see
Losing you was not a part of the plan
Know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
And before you go
Just let me say, I'm sorry I couldn't be that boy
But please believe
All I wanted was...
All I wanted was to be your man

& it expresses what I can never say..

Still uncertain, the uneasy feeling remains.

Just to help, or was it truely because of feelings?

& what if it was, just to help?

Faking feelings, and I believing all that you said ..?

Thouse that sound like lies now.

What's going to happen after you finish the so called helping?

What if I have truly fallen for you after you finish doing so?

..and once again I feel like I am just another puppet on strings.

...

I seriously don't care if I sound harsh right now but next time, if you want to help a girl forget someone she is unable to do so, do it in another way instead of this so called 'helping' way, do it in another way instead of faking confessions and lying to yourself about your true feelings. It hurts to know that someone woo-ed you just because they wanted to help you forget about someone, don't want to see you sad, etc. stuff like that and not because of true feelings. No matter which way you see it, it is still classified as a lie.

Unless you have true feelings for one person, shut up and don't fake a confession unless you really do have feelings for one, then go on and confess. No one's stopping you. If not, stfu. In my opinion, faking a confession is as bad as playing with another person's feelings. Maybe they're both the same.

Every girl has her own pride. Learn to respect it.

I had enough of holding back. Hate me if you want, but I don't care anymore. Tired of assumptions, tired of that uneasiness, tired of your attitude.

I'm not sorry for speaking my mind, and will never be. I'm not apologizing for speaking what I want to say. Love me, hate me, I'm just that kind of person who has an attitude like this :) do not test my limits, do not test my temper, do not test me.

我不知道你到底是否真心的还是只是一心想要帮。

如果只是想要帮我忘掉他，谢谢你的好意但我不需要这种帮助。没了他我也能走下去。

如果是真心的，那为什么要问我那种问题？很明显了吧？不管你怎么装我也看得出。

我不是白痴，不要以为我是一个。

什么都不说，哪知你在想什么。问你想什么，每次都不说。

你也因该知道我很讨厌吸烟的人吧。

陈家杰，我一点也不了解你这个人！

爱，我却不能够给你我全部。

我能给的，却又不是你想要拥有的。

我不会为谁而哭。

136th.

2009-11-22T09:41:00.000+08:00

나만 바라봐 - TaeYang of Big Bang

하루에도 몇 번씩
널 보며 웃어 난
수 백 번 말했잖아
You’re the love of my life
거짓된 세상 속 불안한 내 맘 속
오직 나 믿는 건 너 하나 뿐이라고
가끔 내 맘 변할까봐
불안해할 때면
웃으며 말했잖아
그럴 일 없다고
끝 없는 방황 속
텅 빈 내 가슴속
내가 기댈 곳은 너 하나뿐 이지만
가끔씩 흔들리는 내 자신이 미워
오늘도 난 이 세상에 휩쓸려
살며시 널 지워

내가 바람 펴도
너는 절대 피지마 Baby
나는 너를 잊어도
넌 나를 잊지마 Lady
가끔 내가 연락이 없고 술을 마셔도
혹시 내가 다른 어떤 여자와
잠시 눈을 맞춰도
넌 나만 바라봐

오늘밤도 지새며
날 기다렸다고 눈물로 내게
말해 변한 것 같다고
널 향한 내 맘도 처음과 같다고
수 없이 달래며 지내온 많은 밤들
니가 없이는 난 너무 힘들 것 같지만
때론 너로 인해 숨이 막혀 난
끝없는 다툼 속
기나긴 한숨 속
니가 기댈 곳은 나 하나 뿐 이지만
니가 귀찮아지는 내 자신이 미워
오늘도 난 웃으며
나도 몰래 자신을 잃어

내가 이기적이란 걸 난 너무 잘 알아
난 매일 무의미한 시간 속에
이렇게 더럽혀지지만 BABY
너만은 언제나 순수하게 남길 바래
이게 내 진심인걸 널 향한 믿음인 걸
죽어도 날 떠나지마

내가 바람 펴도
너는 절대 피지마
나는 너를 잊어도
넌 나를 잊지마 Lady
가끔 내가 연락이 없고 술을 마셔도
혹시 내가 다른 어떤 여자와
잠시 눈을 맞춰도
넌 나만 바라봐

Lyrics are somewhat self explainatory..

Addicted to DSLR photoshooting <3
My new love :)

135th.

2009-11-20T02:08:00.000+08:00

Going to Bangkok later.

Things to bring:
- Laptop
- PSP
- iPod
- Books

..and if people hasn't realised by now, I don't post song lyrics / songs for no reason. "Nice song" is not a reason, and nor is "addicted / hooked on this song" [I am hooked on for a reason, see?] The song's lyrics reflects my mood, or has something I cannot / am unable to say.

I wish I knew what you are thinking of.. you won't tell me, and that makes me think even more of the bad stuff parts. How frustrating can it get? I don't know. I don't know how to love nor how to express it. I am constantly thinking of random stuff, usually negative.. and yes I need reassurance. To sum it up all: I am hopelessly lost. I am tired of assuming stuff.. I don't know if you're hiding stuff from me either. I don't know if I should trust you now. I just don't know..

I'm an actor, faking smiles. I'm a person wearing a mask, faking happiness. Frustrated tears, complicated feelings. I hide my sadness well. I'd do anything, as long as I don't get hurt again.

This is the reason why no one will ever understand me, myself and I, and nor will I give anyone the chance anymore. Trust.. who can truly be trusted anyway. Family.. they don't understand me. Friends.. always the possibility of backstabbing, betraying. Lover..? Might be cheating behind your back for all you know.

Placing your trust in the wrong person and you get hurt. Placing your trust in the right person [is there even one?] then it's just a matter of time. What I say may be outrageous to some, might be disappointing to others, might be confusing to the rest, I don't care.

Conclusion: being an ignorant person and wait for death is the best thing to do.

And yes I am in a bad mood, depressed, sad, feelingless, cold, crazy, paranoid, whatever.

I am tired.

134th.

2009-11-20T01:03:00.000+08:00

Osu! website: http://osu.ppy.sh/
Fun game :D
Currently lv7, looking for people to play osu! with me =D
IGN: -xMiku

Meanwhile..

Kagamine Rin - Kokoro

鏡音リン】ココロ【オリジナル曲】
詞/曲：トラボルタ

孤独な科学者に作られたロボット
出来栄えを言うなら”奇跡”

だけどまだ足りない　一つだけ出来ない
それは「心」と言うプログラム

幾百年が過ぎ
独りで残された
奇跡のロボットは願う

知リタイ　アノ人ガ
命ノ　終リマデ
私ニ　作ッテタ
「ココロ」

今　動き始めた　加速する奇跡
ナゼか　ナミダが　止まらナい・・・
ナぜ　私　震える？　加速する鼓動
こレが私の望んだ「ココロ」？

フシギ　ココロ　ココロ　フシギ
私は知った　喜ぶ事を
フシギ　ココロ　ココロ　フシギ
私は知った　悲しむ事を
フシギ　ココロ　ココロ　ムゲン
なんて深く切ない・・・

今　気付き始めた　生まれた理由を
きっと独りは寂しい
そう、あの日、あの時
全ての記憶に宿る「ココロ」が溢れ出す

今　言える　本当の言葉
捧げるあなたに

アリガトウ・・・　この世に私を生んでくれて
アリガトウ・・・　一緒に過ごせた日々を
アリガトウ・・・　あなたが私にくれた全て
アリガトウ・・・　永遠に歌う

フシギ　ココロ　ココロ　ムゲン
なんて深く切ない・・・

133rd.

2009-11-19T07:43:00.000+08:00

When trust is gone, it's not worth holding on.

I have a reason for saying this, and someone who reads my blog knows it.. :)

Do not mess with me.

132nd.

2009-11-16T05:27:00.004+08:00

First thing to say: Happy birthday Jo =)

I still remember you like hot pink LOL :x so yeah this is for you.

Anyway congratulations on officially turning seventeen and getting older by one year :D

Good luck and all the best in whatever you do.

Most importantly, stay happy =)

I think my pig went to sleep while smsing halfway lolol

Oh well let him sleep lor.

Going down to PM tmr again :] gonna get some stuff

Edit: GG LOL I needa change blogskins soon = ="
Cat disappeared, can't find the geocities web damn the owner = ="

Needa revamp bloggy again T_T I spent hours on finding all the pixel stuff lehs man :(
-sadded-
-goes to blogskins.com to find another blogskin right now-

Pressie still stuck at 1/4 done >.<" 30 more days!
<3 dear =]

131st.

2009-11-15T21:06:00.005+08:00

胡歌 - 告诉她我爱她 
专辑:告诉她我爱她 
作词：林文炫 作曲：胡彦斌 监制：胡彦斌

为我送朵花给她
不要玫瑰的廉价
她只喜欢河边开的花
那像我第一次见到她
为我写封信给她
问她今天快乐吗
这里的雨一直下
我每天只能想着她
为我陪她数星星
暗示那像我的心
永远为她一闪一闪亮晶晶
如果她愿意我想给她这颗心
告诉他我爱她
那是我不敢讲的话
我想我永远照顾她
告诉他我爱她
那是我来不及说的话
只有我最关心她明白她

 Nice song.

16th November soon.

Happy birthday.

130th.

2009-11-15T03:44:00.001+08:00

So baby dont worry, you are my only,
You wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
Youll be my only, no need to worry,
Even if the sky is falling down <3

; Down - Jay Sean ft. Lil Wayne

The song's not that addictive but yeah, nice song with nice lyrics.

Ahh I needa go down to Prangin on Monday again I think..

Too hooked on bubble tea T_T and I needa get something as well.
Blehz.

I feel like eating MCD at this time @_@ but LOL..

Hungry siaaa T_T then my house no food at all.

-goes be a hamster/bunny and eats apples-

Anyway pressie 1/4 done ^^"

31 days more..

Revamped my blog =]

Miss you neh ):

129th.

2009-11-14T01:41:00.000+08:00

Found this somewhere =p

Never thought there were so many number.

The longest one I know is:

770 880 1314 520

Now go figure :p

二字

71 亲你
20 爱你
20 爱人
70 情人

三字

721 亲爱的
360 想念你
520 我爱你
530 我想你

501 我愿意
987 对不起
234 爱相随
065 原谅我

147 一世情
200 爱你哦
230 爱上你
300 想你哦
825 别爱我
898 分手吧
920 好爱你

四字

7319 天长地久
7087 请你别走
1314 一生一世
1573 一往情深
3399 长长久久
1920 永久爱你
3456 相思无用
5460 我想念你
8050 抱你吻你
9950 久久吻你
0457 你是我妻
1414 意思意思
1711 一心一意
2037 为你伤心
2627 爱来爱去
3731 真心真意
4980 只有为你
5260 我暗恋你
5630 我很想你
5790 我去找你
5170 我要娶你
7731 心心相印
8013 伴你一生
9213 钟爱一生
8783 不见不散
5406 我是你的
0456 你是我的

五字
73807 情深怕缘浅
59420 我就是爱你
04551 你是我唯一
32069 想爱你很久
20863 爱你到来生
25184 爱了一辈子
20170 爱你一千年
51020 我依然爱你
04535 你是否想我
52406 我爱死你啦
04527 你是我爱妻
53406 我想死你啦
53719 我深情依旧
02825 你爱不爱我
53770 我想亲亲你
53880 我想抱抱你
20999 爱你久久久
51095 我要你嫁我
70345 请你相信我
32012 想念你的爱
31707 LOVE [倒过来看]
82475 被爱是幸福
25910 爱我久一点
35925 想我就爱我
20609 爱你到永久
25965 爱我就留我
30920 想你就爱你
44062 谢谢你的爱
52094 我爱你到死
52406 我爱死你了
54920 我始终爱你
57410 我心属于你
57350 我只在乎你
93110 好想见见你
59240 我最爱是你
70776 情人节快乐
57520 我妻我爱你
74536 其实我想留
54074 我是你妻子

六字

737420 今生今世爱你
259695 爱我就了解我
584520 我发誓我爱你
775885 亲亲我抱抱我
510170 我一定要娶你
732016 今生爱你一人
246437 爱是如此神奇
827474 被爱才是幸福
591025 我只要你爱我
045692 你是我的最爱
259758 爱我就娶我吧
517680 我一定要追你
518206 我已不爱你了
518420 我一辈子爱你
540086 我是你女朋友
543720 我是真心爱你
813176 不要在一起了
940194 告诉你一件事
902535 就你爱我想我
440295 谢谢你爱过我
556520 我不能不爱你

七字
1314925 一生一世就爱你
5201314 我爱你一生一世
1392010 一生就爱你一人
2010000 爱你一万年
0594184 你我就是一辈子
3344520 生生世世我爱你
0564335 你无聊时想想我
3344887 生生世世不变心
5788783 老地方不见不散
7408695 其实你不了解我
8834760 漫漫相思只为你
9908875 求求你别抛弃我
7483609 其实不想让你走
5452830 无时无刻不想你

八字

73748096 今生今世伴你左右
53517230 我想我已经爱上你

九字以上

706519184 请你让我依靠一辈子
770880520 亲亲你抱抱你我爱你
7483974536 其实不想走其实我想留
99013148875 求求你一生一世别抛弃我

99013148875 ; what a despo person would say =)
分了就分啦，抛什么弃。
反正过去的事情都已过去了。

I wonder why guys have the ability to drive us girls crazy and vice versa.
Mehz..

14th November, Orange and Movie day..
One of the 12 Valentine's days in the year.

Of all the 12 Valentine Days, the one I hate the most is the one in June, aka Kiss Day.

Those who remember.. should know why.

His birthday is coming soon.

Hehe know what to give my chao piggy le =)
32 days more to complete it haha
Just hope can celebrate with him enough le bahs.
And I just realized that 5th month anni = Christmas day LOL!
Bleh I don't care. Christmas you die die die die die die also must come out or I dao you till next Christmas.
Lalala ~

128th.

2009-11-13T01:24:00.001+08:00

有多少人知道我在想什么？
有多少人正真关心他们自己的朋友？
有多少人不曾经背叛过？
有多少人曾经怀疑过自己存在是为了什么？
我们每一个活下去是为了什么？
朋友是为了什么，情人是为了什么，家人是为了什么？
自己活着，是为了什么。

我偏偏就是那种人，脸上表现笑容心里却是不一样的心情。
我偏偏就是那种人，认为世界上没有一个能让你完全相信的人，因为最后还不是一样会受到背叛。
我偏偏就是那种人，看似简单其实不是。
我偏偏就是那种人，一直装作坚强，却是脆弱得很。
我偏偏就是那种人，伤心一个人知道就好，好事分享坏事隐藏。
我偏偏就是那种人，自己一个人走，习惯了一个人的感觉。
我偏偏就是那种人，认为活着只是等死。

我，一直以来都只是带着一个面具，骗了你们全部。
关心人，为了不想自己的事。
好事分享坏事隐藏。
又有谁真正了解我面具后的真面目。

我既复杂，也很简单。
好矛盾。

127th.

2009-11-13T01:00:00.000+08:00

Maybe it's true, maybe not.

Things girls don’t realize….

1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it’ll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try

Why are there playboys then?

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

Mmm not -jumps on bed- -snores- ?

3. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

NAH

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

Nope nope LOL I'm not believing this.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they’re going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

-No comment for once-

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

Then how come we girls can't be the only girl he talks to LULZ -.-"

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they’re still loved.

Girls too.

8. Guys don’t care how gorgeous you are, if you’re a bitch Goodbye.

Explanation for why men go for bitches plz.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like ‘You know what?!..uh…nevermind..’ would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he’ll assume he did something wrong and he’ll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

NAH LOL NEVER EVER in your dreams.

10. Girls are guys’ weaknesses.

Orly?

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

-No comment-

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

-No comment-

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

No tease no like =l?

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

ORLY? THEN EXPLAIN WHY IS IT EVERY TIME GIRLS GET FUCKED UP BY ONE JERK?

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

-No comment-

16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.

Then why do guys go for prostitutes.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

lolwhut?

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn’t notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

LOL I think it's the direct OPPOSITE

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

Define stupid.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he’s probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

-No comment-

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

-No comment-

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, ‘Please come and listen to me.’

If only guys realize this as well.

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen that often, so when it does, you know something’s up.

Yeah what about us ?

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don’t say you aren’t. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don’t want you to disagree with them.

-No comment-

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he’s definitely thinking something.

And girls as well -.-

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

Aww too bad, we have more than you can ever count, see, and so on.

27. Don’t be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

Best excuse for being someone who doesn't puts his heart in something. LOL

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

Yup but unfortunately rarely about their girlfriends. More to people like Megan Fox.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

Yup yup and we girls think you guys are crazy as well.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl’s mind for a day.

Orly? I think that guy would have second thoughts.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He’s just too stubborn to admit it.

Yup THAT'S EXACTLY WHY

32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn’t mean he represents ALL of them.

Yeah and I bet not only 1 is a jackass.

33. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

-No comment-

34. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

Either way he's getting a free neck rub.

35. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

-No comment-

36. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

Aww too bad then, guys are too damn stubborn to say / admit that.

I can't deny the fact that not all guys are like what I commented, nor the fact that not every guy is like that as well.

Conclusion:

Never give a guy your heart =)

You never know how deep will he stick a knife in it when it ends.

Yet we still do it in the end anyway..

Trusting him not to break it, in the end getting your hands cut by those broken pieces.

Reality hurts.

" One who gives less in a relationship, gets hurts the less. "

Then again, will one ever experience true love if doing so ?

Is it worth it, sacrificing the possibility of having true happiness..?

Just one of my random moods when I am reminded of someone.

I don't know..

Can't seem to control my mood these days and I've been feeling.. down for the past few days/weeks.

I don't know why..

Hillsong - Mighty To Save

It's a Christian song but meh.. nice song.

Been listening to this over and over again.

Has a calming effect to tell the truth.

I'm off.

126th.

2009-11-10T03:36:00.000+08:00

Something I just have to share.

纵长的道路上，男孩骑车载着女孩.....

你会爱我多久？」

女孩紧抱着男孩，侧着头在他耳边这样甜甜的问，

她知道，这个问题没有100分的答案。

带着娇嗔的轻笑，她说：「给你一个说甜言蜜语的机会。」

男孩却认真的思考了起来。

趁着红灯停止的机会，他举起手比了个“一”

要女孩猜猜他的答案是什麽。

女孩想了一想，快乐的说：「一辈子！」

男孩笑了，并不是因为她答对，而是感染了她的喜悦。

绿灯了，男孩不仅趋车面对现实，也收敛起笑容，

轻轻的告诉女孩：

我不会给这种答案的，这样的答案好到不真实了，像在说谎..再猜猜..」

女孩对男孩的说法很满意，於是歪者头继续想..

[一天？」

[呵呵，我们已经相恋两个月了，
一天、一星期、一个月这些都不成立喔！」

又是红灯，男孩握住女孩的手，微笑的看着她，

女孩窃笑，大声的说「不会是一瞬间吧？」

这个答案让男孩差点笑倒在马路上「当然不是啦！」

他一直深爱着女孩的幽默，深爱着女孩爽朗的笑容，

这个答案让他更紧握住女孩的手....

[一年吗？」曾经有过一年时间等待的承诺，

使得女孩对一年这个答案特别敏感。

男孩摇摇头，

他们之间已经不需要等待，只剩时间的考验.......

「一百年好了，爱我一百年就够了。」女孩说着，并表现着幸福的模样。

男孩说「一百年太短了吧，不够我爱你啊！」

甜言蜜语是男孩的专长，爱听甜言蜜语却是女孩的弱点....

女孩笑了，轻铃的笑声让男孩闯了红灯....

「想要听答案了吗？」男孩想说了，

而女孩想听「我会爱你多久呢？」

男孩手比着一说：「一.......一直到你不再爱我的那一天.......」

女孩怔了……

一直到你不再爱我的那一天.....

125th.

2009-11-10T03:10:00.005+08:00

Wall of text blog post coming up ~ 3 days worth of posts :p
Saturday - Queensbay
Sunday - Gurney
Monday - Prangin

Yup I run everywhere :x

♥ [7.11.09]

Woke up at 10am in the morning, well I literally jumped up because I thought it was 12pm. Turns out to be 10am then I went outside to the living room. No one was home, apparently my grandparents went out with my aunt to have breakfast or something. Then jialat sia on Friday I never informed my mom that I was going to Queensbay today as I slept early on Friday, about 8pm or so I think. Called my mom and informed her to come and fetch me then after that I went to bathe + stuff lol. After that I sms-ed with dear then we agreed to meet at about 2pm.My mom came to fetch me at about 1pm+ and then we went to pick up my brother on the way. Reached there at about 2pm+ then dear haven't arrive yet so I went to Borders to check out some books. SMS-ed him to meet at Borders there then like 10 minutes later he arrived le. Bleh he was still the same =x haha.

We both went up to the 3rd floor to GSC there then sibeh jialat de sia a lot of people queueing up to buy tickets then I lazy queue so we both went walking around lor. Went to S&J because I was trying to find a birthday pressie for my godbro but couldn't find any, gave up lol >.<" then after that I went to Starbucks to buy my favourite Frappuccino Caramel. Lols that time enter the shop before wanna order dear jitao say "Frappuccino Caramel right?" then I was like "haR?" shock tio coz never thought he would know [even though I post in my blog =x] then he jitao say "Yalor dunno who put in her blog de hor." Dun care him :p order my cup of coffee le sit awhile then pei dear go Coffee Bean because he claims that Coffee Bean's coffee > Starbuck's coffee somehow @@" aiya dun care. Was reading the labels on the tea tins on sale when dear was ordering his Ice Blended Mocha [should be this one because I heard the guy say that lol + tasted a bit chocolatey] then hor before going out of the shop funny sia we saw 2 girls playing dota in Coffee Bean with their laptops. Never knew Penang dotakias so >_> de roflmao!

Walk one round come back then see the queue again LOL gg even longer =x. Then he was like "eh just now should have queued up mahs now longer le lehz." I see the queue there so long sibeh sian LOL go walk 2nd round. I think he also sian-ed of me liao by then LOL =X bleh hahaha bobian mahs boy follow girl de lalala ~

Walk 2nd round came back still the same LOL I admit defeat then queued up le lors. GG sia I was wearing a pair of new pink ballet flats then dunno why walk le sibeh pain de x.x" regretted wearing them out, should have worn my white sandals instead but aiya sua liao wear out le also can't do anything :/. Sian I wanted to see Jennifer's Body [played by Megan Fox] but pity it was 18PL la :( sibeh sian a lot of movies I wanted to watch were rated 18PL kns!) so decided on The Time Traveler's Wife instead. Sian sia I asked him if I looked like 18 he said no. -.-" bobian luhs. That time was about.. 3pm+ I think then just nice the movie started at 4 or 5pm I think. Walk till tired le by then then feet also damn painful so just sit somewhere and talk lor. There was this group of malay ahbengs that walked by, about 3 ~ 4 I think. Kns de sia one of the chao ahbeng said some word in malay when they were passing by, like sibeh obvious directing to us already de. I asked dear what did they mean then he said that it meant horny. ZZZ sia chao ahbeng find taiji nia de. And eh please lehs no one ask you to watch lehs =.-" hug nia also cannot ah buaysong ah find your own girlfriend hug la! Hear that guy's tone already damn obvious wanna find trouble de. Aiya heck care la this kind of people not worth to give a damn for anyway.

Then like chat till half the back of my right foot damn painful. I think there was friction between the shoe + the back of my foot then the skin got teared off x.x" went down to Watsons there to buy plaster. I am never going to wear ballet flats again I swear zzz. After that we went up to the cinema there to watch the movie. Quite nice, and as Anne said, had a lot of kissing =x.

Movie finished at about.. 6pm+ I think. When we went down to the 2nd floor there I heard someone call my name mahs, turn around lor. Turns out to be 3 girls all from my school o_O lolwtf gg. Then today went to school Jun asked me if I went to QB on Saturday mahs because her friend told her she saw me with dear lols :x then I said yes lor. She damn funny sia ask if I went to QB on Sat then ran back to ask her friend who was I with then she asked if that guy was my bf lor LOL how come neh straightforward a bit straight ask @_@" still need go ask so cute de lol.Then when dear checked his mom phone lai so he had to go first luhs. Sian =/ ahhh I hate goodbyes >.<" but neh mind la at least saw him = enough for me le =)

I forgot to bring that something out, never gave him @@" sian next time must remind myself.

PS: Zhu zhu ~ December come out again hor I wan watch New Moon ~

♥ [8.11.09]

Went to Gurney with my godbro Ping, Nicholas, Ken and one other guy in an orange shirt [I forgot his name >.<"]. We had our lunch at Sushi King, Ping treat me the rest had to fork out their own $ =p kekeke. Ken was playing Monster Hunter on his PSP and then one of the staff at Sushi King was like giving him ideas and comments about the game stuff, so sibeh random LOL! We all crap a lot there luhs, then Nicholas said that I very teruk [bad] then I was like "Wtf? O_O" Then hor he continued to ask me if I remember last time we 3 [Ping, Nicholas and me] went down Prangin Mall that time the bubble tea girl there called him "shuai ge." Of course my memory so damn good de [only for certain stuff :x] sure remember LOL! Then Nicholas said he last time went down by himself then the girl called him "darling ~" LOL!!!!! By then the food arrived liao then we were all like eating and listening to him talk. ROFLMAO I nearly choked on my green tea sia!! Ping was like "eh good thing your girlfriend not there lehz" Nicholas was like "Yalor yalor hanor hanor" LOL funny la! After that they changed topics then I took out my phone and snapped a picture of Nicholas holding his chopsticks and his face was like "O_O!!!!!!" OMG LOL! I showed to Ping and he jitao laugh le. Nicholas still asked what's so funny then I showed him the picture. He went like "WTF YOU SANGAT TERUK PUNYA!" I went like "lalala ~" :x hehehe

After that we went to S&J because Ping said he would buy the Stitch plushie for me. Went inside then I had 3 options.
1. Stitch plushie
2. Dog
3. Polar bear :D
The Stitch plushie's eyes were like half closed, like wanna sleep already le de so I didn't choose that. Left the dog and the polar bear then I couldn't choose D: Ken suggested that we flipped a coin then Ping gave him the 50 cent coin. I said that heads = dog, tails = polar bear. Ken flipped it and then it turned out to be heads. Then the guys were like "Eh get the dog lor heads liao wad" then I went "Ehh but both damn cute lehs!" Nicholas, Ken and the orange shirt guy gave up [LOL] and went outside the shop to wait for us. In the end I picked the polar bear plushie, sibeh cute + soft! Then hor Ping was like "Okay la jie I buy you this plushie next year don't need give you present le kay" I said "Okay ah" because the plushie expensive also lehz, RM75.50 @_@"

After buying the plushie we all went up to the arcade there. Ken sibeh gay one sia, he said "eh you know the kind of fighting games ah? You randomly spam confirm got something come out de" then he bought 2 tokens or something and played lor. LOL he really spam all the way till he kena pwned by the orange shirt guy roflmao! Arcade finish liao we were all like "eh now so do what?" then I suggested watching a movie lor but mostly 18 PL all don't want. Nicholas was like "Eh go Strike la play Left 4 Dead." then since they all wanna go Strike I followed them lor. We stuck around at Strike for 2 hours or so, then just nice the guy beside me was playing Maple and then we both talked. Turns out that he was playing in Hercules then that fella was with his friend going for a zrun. In the end I think only till the 3rd or 4th arm nia both the BMs disconnected, left 6 of them LOL jialat lehs. They said "aiya sua liao down this arm finish we all out le" then really out rofl. Anyway I logged in my xMemoriaLx and I had like.. iunno 60m? Then Ping said he buy from me 60m for 10k cash I was like "EH SURE DEAL :D" then passed the mesos lor since I not playing in Cass anymore. Wan pei someone mahs =x. We went there for 2 hours and then walked back to Gurney.

I suggested that we all go MCD slack there lor, then since hungry le also makan there. Ken started asking questions about PSPs and tech stuff then we all also crapped there till about 8pm or 9pm, can't remember. Ping went back to Ken's house and then I went to find my mom. Yeah basically that =x

Anyway for photos [including Nicholas' O_O!!!!! face <- ROFLMAO!!!!!!]:
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?aid=133473&id=510167720

:)

PS: I wanna get the domo-kun plushieeee D: OMG IT LOOKS SO ADORABLE -insertfangirlscreamhere-

Anne: [./facepalms]

♥ [9.11.09]

- too lazy to update-

<3 Skyz dear ~
36 days more :]

124th.

2009-11-08T12:09:00.000+08:00

Will be updating tonight :]

Fun day yesterday :x

<3

123rd.

2009-11-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

Tragedy divides everything, the dear and the lovable
Omnia dividit tragoedia caram amandamque.
And in this everlasting night
Et nocte perpetua
In the desperation,
ehem desperatione
You can see the dawn
Auroram videre potes,
Morning, the time of awakening
mane tempus expergiscendi.

~ FF XIII Versus

Anyway regarding the SHHK scholarship, I failed the general knowledge paper.

So.. yeah I won't be going to SG.

Sorry guys, let you all down.

I really want to go..

I'm such a failure.. sigh.

Again and again, I let myself down and others as well...

Such a cruel joke.

I passed Maths and failed General Knowledge

I lost my last ever chance...

Such a cruel joke indeed..

122nd.

2009-11-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

越期待，越失望。

最后还是一样的结果。

...

No mood.

有时候觉得做一个冷酷无情的人最好。

不用在意别人对自己好不好。

不用在意别人对自己的眼光。

不会在意自己的曾经与过去。

不会因为一些事情而不爽。

不会因为一些事情而伤心。

更不会怕失去任何人。

长话说短就是做一个没感情的人。

感受不到的东西，

既然不会伤害你，

更不会使你伤心。

宁愿一辈子做个没感情的人。

可惜我做不到。

思源说得没错。

只能怪我太关心人。

活下去，有什么意义。

你，到底是为了什么而活。

而我，到底是为了什么而活。

我们一个个继续活下去，

最后的终点还是死亡。

人类。

一些打着战，能活下的每一天对他们来说是上天给的奇迹。

一些人，却是想离开这世界。

一些人，精彩地过每一天。

一些人，则只是等待时间的到来。

人类这一种动物真奇怪。

很烦，很没心情。

也不知道为什么...

121st.

2009-11-05T19:21:00.001+08:00

Did something random just now heh tested out how many days would it be if we both lasted till now.
[assuming date is the 4th of March, I'm not exactly sure but I remember it was in March]
Result?
977 days.
Minus 158 days = 819 days.

Longest? Haha wonder if my current de can last that long =x
Hope so.
=]

Anyway a friend said that he saw him quite a lot of times in poly.
Then of course naturally I ask how he's doing.
He said he's still his own old self.
Lols I wonder if that insensitive stoner is still the same haha.
Still insensitive, still a stoner, still a wow-ing, still a slacker.
Probably so bahs hahahaha
Why am I even talking about him LOL crap I think I'm nuts

Lols just now hor when my friend told me he still his same old self I had a sudden picture of him sia.
Standing in the crowd looking up at the sky through his glasses, wearing a brown long sleeved t-shirt, jeans and his black sneakers, listening to his iPod [dunno why imagine tio a black iPod Nano lol] then holding his books on his left hand..
Maybe not catchy to others, but to me yup.
Think I really sot le haha :/

I still cannot listen to Secondhand Serenade's songs yet, brings back too much unwanted memories.
Hope some day I can listen to them again without going too emotional.
=]

11 more days to his birthday.
Then you'll be officially 17 =] bleh.

这痛，谁懂。
很想找个人来苦诉..

120th.

2009-11-04T03:26:00.001+08:00

如果你不爱一个人,

请放手.

好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

放开所有，彼此更自由

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

很可惜，我们就是不了解这一点。

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

哭过多少次，又不愿放弃

我就是那么笨。

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是痛苦，

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦

看清了后，一切都已结束。

曾经一个人很傻，一直想见他，见到他时却不敢做什么。

曾经一个人很傻，为了一个人等了一年，也放弃了一个机会，为了他。

曾经一个人很傻，要送他东西见到时却不敢送。

曾经一个人很傻，分手这两个字说出口后才发现自己要的人还是他。

曾经一个人很傻，因为挽回不到而失眠。

曾经一个人很傻，以为自己是赢家。

最后才发现，输得最惨的是自己。

曾经一个人很傻，爱到无可自拔。

但他知道

当一段感情结束时，

是另一个的开始。

笨蛋

我爱你

杰

119th.

2009-11-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

Had fun at school today, Danzity dance instructors came to our school and taught us some basic hip hop dance moves lols =D very fun + cool.

Their blog: http://danzityproductions.blogspot.com/

Mehz I wanna learn shuffling x.x"

Don't feel like blogging these days.. preparing for the selection test on Friday.

Hoping to get it.

Hoping to see you this Sat.

118th.

2009-11-02T04:02:00.000+08:00

5 months have passed.

Do you still remember.. ?

I wonder.

117th.

2009-10-31T01:50:00.000+08:00

玩具熊的故事

在某一天，主人无意中看到一个玩具

主人就认定要把它买回去

永远的收藏和爱护
玩具也对主人很有意思
所以玩具就对主人非常的忠心
不过，主人不懂做么开始每次都不照顾玩具了
也很不小心的弄坏玩具的一部分
玩具也无怨言地任由主人继续玩
不过，很不幸
有一天玩具真的坏了
主人没理它
把它放在一边
当没有一回事酱
玩具还是很相信主人会修好它
不过，主人只会说他不会修，学不到
就不理玩具了
玩具伤心透了
不过还是没放弃过主人
还是一直在等待主人会把它修好的一天
不过，过了很久，主人还是当玩具坏了没一回事
终于，有一天主人不小心踏到玩具
玩具不用说肯定是给主人踏到分身碎骨的了
过了一会儿，主人就把它放在一个很黑的箱子里了
就算主人不珍惜玩具
玩具的心还是对主人没半点怨言
还是很死心塌地的忠心于主人~
突然隔壁有只玩具熊
它问玩具：你不恨你的主人吗
玩具竟然答：我一开始就很爱我的主人了，他对我怎样我也不会有怨言~（玩具很开心的说)
玩具熊被吓到
就没出声了
玩具就永远一直的在黑箱子了等待主人把它接出去的一天
一直等一直等

（玩具是不是苯呢？）

终于有天主人会珍惜了
去把玩具找出来
不过
玩具的很多部分已经给老鼠咬走了
主人后悔都来不及了

Found this on this guy's blog: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/xiaozhuloveu/

如果我是那只玩具熊，我早就放弃所谓的主人了

但那是我现在想的啦

如果是以前的我...

那，我很像那只玩具熊吧 ^^

等待的滋味

酸、苦、辣

从来没有甜

珍惜拥有，别等到失去了才后悔…

笨猪的生日快到了~

他的生日一到，圣诞节也快到了

希望这两天都能跟他庆祝…

笨蛋。

116th.

2009-10-31T00:26:00.002+08:00

郭静 - 心墙

一個人眺望碧海和藍天
在心裏面那抹灰就淡一些
海豚從眼前飛越
我看見了最陽光的笑臉
好時光都該被寶貝因爲有限

我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計劃太多反而能勇敢冒險
豐富的過每一天快樂的看每一天

第一次遇見陰天遮住妳側臉
有什麽故事好想了解
我感覺我懂妳的特別

妳的心有一道牆但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道牆我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗妳會看到悲傷融化

我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計劃太多反而能勇敢冒險
豐富的過每壹天快樂的看每一天

妳會聞到幸福晴朗的芬芳

Nice song.

Hokay the ones that read all that random shit just now was just an emo rant.

-emo rant deleted-

115th.

2009-10-30T02:45:00.002+08:00

Bored to the max.

Another tag I found ~

一 - 要点十个宝贝
二 - 不要重复点人
三 - 一定要接力哟

四 - 点到填一下吧
五 - 通知被点的人
六 - 填完请告知噜

【愛情红茶五杯】

第一杯 - 你有宝贝吗：有
第二杯 - 你宝贝是男是女：男
第三杯 - 你们的关系是：你说叻？
第四杯 - 你都称他（她）为：笨猪一个 ~
第五杯 - 你爱他（她）多久：自己猜 =]

【家人绿茶五杯】

第一杯 - 家里有几个兄弟姐妹：一个弟弟
第二杯 - 在家里排行第几：最大
第三杯 - 你最喜欢家里哪个人：第二吧，一直以来都想要有个哥 =/
第四杯 - 相反的最讨厌的是谁：没有
第五杯 - 想对家人说的一句话：希望你们能了解我。

【友情奶茶五杯】

第一杯 - 跟你最好的朋友：所谓的“好朋友” 如果是能100%相信的，那就没有人。信心早已离我而去。如果是比较了解的，Anne & SJ 吧。
第二杯 - 他（她）都叫你什么呢：真名　／　Saph
第三杯 - 你们认识了多久：没去算
第四杯 - 你什么事都会说吗：不会。有些事自己知道就好。＝］
第五杯 - 想对他（她）说的一句话：希望我们能继续做好朋友　＝Ｄ

【特调花茶九杯】

第一杯 - 你自认很专一吗：了解我的人都知道吧。哈哈，我很专一的。
第二杯 - 你自认很正/帅吗：不认为
第三杯 - 会排斥TB或GAY吗：不会
第四杯 - 你最想忘记的烦恼：他。只有他一个人。
第五杯 - 最深刻的美好回忆是：现在最痛苦的回忆，也是曾经最美好的回忆。
第六杯 - 这题目出的会很差吗：这样咯。
第七杯 - 请问今天是几月几号：２月２１日
第八杯 - 今天是幸运还是倒霉：普通
第九杯 - 最想完成的一个愿望：和情人一起看日落哈哈

【自我咖啡五杯】

第一杯 - 请问你的大名是：Saph
第二杯 - 你的星座是：双鱼座
第三杯 - 你的诞生日期是：2102
第四杯 - 你是乐观or悲观：看心情
第五杯 - 最想把自己变成怎样：没有烦恼的人

【点名奶露五杯】

第一杯 - 你对传单的人的印象是：－
第二杯 - 他（她）跟你是什么关系：－
第三杯 - 你想对他（她）说句：－
第四杯 - 他（她）去过你家吗：－
第五杯 - 会跟他（她）一直好到永远吗：－

被点名的人 …

Anne, SJ, Seok Yee, 010, Elene, Ah Beh

2nd tag ~

(１）　被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷
（２）　請老實的回答每一個問題。
（３）　不行擅自塗改題目。
（４）　寫完請點8位小朋友，不可不點。
（５）　點完後請通知那8位小朋友他被點到了。
（６）那8位小朋友填完問卷，必須把問卷寄回 - 給你填問卷的人

--------------[ 壹 ] . 個人題 - １０題 --------------

[ 01 ] 你叫什么: Saph

[ 02 ] 你的綽號 : Saph ~

[ 03 ] 你的血型：A

[ 04 ] 你的星座：双鱼座

[ 05 ] 你是男還是女：女

[ 06 ] 你幾歲：１５

[ 07 ] 你住哪裡：槟城

[ 08 ] 你現在的學校：协和中学

[ 09 ] 你有沒有手機：有

[ 10 ] 承上，那是多少：k660i

--------------[ 貳 ] . 朋友題 - １０題 --------------

[ 11 ] 你最要好的朋友（限１個）：不知道

[ 12 ] 你最討厭的人（限１個）：没有人

[ 13 ] 你最正的女性朋友（限１個）：　不知道

[ 14 ] 你最帥的男性朋友（限１個）：　男性朋友啊？　不知道叻，等下说出来有人吃醋哈哈

[ 15 ] 什麼樣的女生你最討厭：前说好话，后插刀入背

[ 16 ] 什麼樣的男生你最討厭：劈腿的，懒惰的，不会顾人家心情的，尤其是劈腿的最好里我远远。

[ 17 ] 你的好朋友有誰（不限）： Anne, SJ, CCH, Daryl, Kenji, Flamie, Di =D

[ 18 ] 你經常和哪位朋友出去：SJ, CCH 和我干弟

[ 19 ] 你身邊最憨的朋友（限１個，不能自己）：　不懂

[ 20 ] 你身邊最可愛的朋友（限１個）：　没有一个

-------------[ 參 ] . 感情題 - １５題 --------------

[ 21 ] 你有沒有喜歡的人：有

[ 22 ] 如果有，那他叫什麼：笨猪？哈哈

[23] 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半：随缘

[ 24 ] 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：一个

[25] 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：５个而已

[ 26 ] 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：两个？现在的就第二个咯。

[ 27 ] 你現在有另一半嗎：有

[ 28 ] 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：我的老天爷，她没可能是同性恋的！

[ 29 ] 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎：不会

[30 ] 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人：没有理由。喜欢他就喜欢他咯，爱他就爱他咯，需要理由的么？

[31]你和另一半牽手過嗎：有

[32]你的另一半抱或親過嗎：有

[ 33 ] 你跟異性牽手過嗎：有

[ 34 ] 是誰，你們什麼關係：哈哈，自己猜

[ 35 ] 現在有人在追你嗎：没有

-----[ 肆 ] . 混合題 - １０題 --------------

[ 36 ] 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：说再见。开玩笑啦，不知道？

[ 37 ] 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會怎樣：看什么程度

[ 38 ] 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會怎樣：这种人是我朋友么？怎么我不知道的。

[ 39 ] 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：忍到习惯了。

40 ] 你上課認真嗎：还好

[ 41 ] 你上課都在做什麼：冲功课！

[ 42 ] 你功課好不好：算好吧？哈哈我自己也不知道

[43]你开电腦都在幹麻：上网，听歌，聊天，玩游戏，去论坛

[44]你的即时通有多少个同性：没有算

45 ] 你的即時通裡有多少個異性：没有算

---------[ 伍 ] . 兇手題 - １０題 --------------

[ 46 ] 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：－

[47] 这個人對你好不好：－

[48] 這個人是你的誰：－

[ 49 ] 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：－

[ 50 ] 你們認識多久了：－

[51] 這個人是怎樣的人：－

[ 52 ] 這個人正／帥嗎：－

[ 53 ] 這個人有沒有喜歡過你：－

[54] 這個人跟你有沒有在一起過：－

[ 55 ] 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼辦：－

------[ 陸 ] . 聯想題 - １０題-------------

[ 56 ] 說到正妹你會想到誰：Anne chiobu :D

[ 57 ] 說到帥哥你會想到誰：想到很多人。＝ｘ

[ 58 ] 說到憨你會想到誰：不知道

[ 59 ] 說到痴你會想到誰： SJ !

[ 60 ] 說到暗戀你會想到誰：没有人

[ 61 ] 說到出去玩你會想到誰：SJ, CCH, Daryl, Di

[ 62 ] 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：ＣＣＨ

[63]說到傻子你會想到誰:：没有人

[ 64 ] 說到笑點低你會想到誰：没有人

[ 65 ] 說到愛笑你會想到誰：自己～

-------------[ 柒 ] . 學校題 - １１題 --------------

[ 66 ] 你的班導是誰：Nafisah

[ 67 ] 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：老师桌子前一个

[ 68 ] 你最喜歡的老師是誰：全都ｏｋ

[ 70 ] 你的英文好嗎：你说叻？哈哈

[ 71 ] 你的體育好嗎：普通

[72] 你的数学好么：还好

[ 73 ] 你喜不喜歡你的校長：没意见

[ 74 ] 你的學校好看嗎：还好

[ 75 ] 你的班級是：３Ｂ

[76] 你的班級在幾樓：一楼

------------[ 捌 ] . 點名題 - 8 題 ----------
Anne, SJ, Seok Yee, 010, Elene, CCH ~

Anyway we visited the bird park today and the hacks factory as well.

Fun day :] took lots of pictures.

I'll update them later.

Nights.

你喜欢她的时候，她有很多人追求，唯独选择和你牵手

~ 很喜欢这一句。

笨猪，早日康复。

114th.

2009-10-28T23:07:00.002+08:00

I'm sleepy so sleep first blog later.

I love you.

I know I'm random.

113th.

2009-10-28T04:13:00.000+08:00

Insomnia again, too bored.

Found this so I'll do it.

＊害人點點名第二則＊幸福點點名＊
＊遊戲規則:回答下列問題並POST到自己網誌的上
＊寫完後~自己要多加一個問題
＊然後傳給4個人傳給越多人越幸福唷
＊要去告訴被你點到的人說你被我點到啦!快去複製幸福點點名吧
＊寫完後記得告訴傳給你的人說 [*寫完了*]

1.你的大名： Saph
2.你的生日： 2月21日
3.誰傳給你的：没有人

4.說出好朋友： Anne, SJ, Kenji, Flamie
5.有沒有男/女朋友：有
6.生日想收到什麼禮物：能抱的 =]
7.近期最開心的事：没什么。
8.近期壓力大的事：没有
9.未來想從事什麼：不知道
10.有沒有喜歡的人：有
11.同學會要找之前的老師嗎：会
12.跟誰出去最幸福：笨猪 =]
13.你的2個好友吵架了，你怎麼辦：给他们自己解决，不想插手
14.跟情人出去約會 (想去的地點) ：日本（想太多，没办法 ~）
15.聖誕節要幹嘛：拉笨猪和朋友们出来倒数
16.最想跟誰過聖誕節：笨猪和朋友们
17.有沒有起床氣：什么来的 ?
18.有幾個兄弟姐妹：一个弟弟
19.喜歡的一首歌[男生唱的]：白色风车 - 周杰伦
20.喜歡的一首歌[女生唱的]：情歌 - 梁静茹
21.喜歡什麼顏色：蓝，银，黑
22.上廁所會先沖水：肮脏的话咯
24.喜歡男生還是女生：女生！（LOLOLOL JOKING LA SIAO) 男生啦废话
25.頭髮有幾根：你来帮我算咯
26.吃和睡哪個重要：吃。没有巧克力会死！
27.初吻在何時：啦啦啦 ~ 你要啊？不要给你 ~
28.會不會脫掉鞋子之後摸摸，然後聞聞： ...发神经
29.你最討厭哪個科目：历史，国语
30.愛不愛五月天：中等
31.珍不珍惜身邊的人：珍惜（废话，有人说不珍惜的么？）
32.對於現在生活感到：无聊
33.你是挺扁還是倒扁：什么意思？
34.想不想拋下課業出去國外闖闖：当然想！
35.最怕什麼事：失去朋友
36.替自己的未來許個願：平平安安地过
37.畢業後想做些什麼：不知道自己想要做什么

38.二十歲生日想怎麼過：和朋友们过
39.當自己中樂透時想做啥：？
40.看到喜歡的人在跟男／女朋友打情罵俏你會怎麼樣：这样咯？又不能做什么 x.x"
41.你是一個很在意別人對你看法的人嗎：不什么管
42.至今在你內心深處難忘的人並最想跟他說的話：加油。
43.如果下輩子讓你重新做人你想當男生還是女生：女
44.你覺得自己是什麼樣的人：普通人
45.如果你屁股長痔瘡怎麼辦：不知道？
46.最近的樂趣是：上网（一直以来都是这个）
47.如果可以，最想改變什麼：世界和平
48.狐狸精要怎麼處置：丢进动物园。
49.張震嶽很man很帥對不對： ...谁来的？
50.生氣的時候最常罵的一句話：你去死

51.現在最想做什麼事：喝珍珠奶茶
52.對你而言，朋友的定義是什麼：不知道
53.用一段話描述傳給你的人：没有人传给我
54.如果你的男人劈腿，你要如何是好：给他两巴掌然后分。

55.下雨天騎摩托車,你只有一把傘跟破的西巴濫的雨衣你會選擇：淋雨
56.對於這ㄍ點名說一句心中ㄉ話：什么来的？
57.你喜歡吃麥當勞還是肯德基：都喜欢
58.懶熊　懶熊妹和小雞　誰比較可愛：我自己。哈哈哈！没有啦我的猪比较可爱~　啦啦啦

59.女生穿制服特別有殺傷力：有么？
60.你找到專屬你的幸福嗎：没有
61.喜歡的人的類型：自己喜欢的
62.誰會讓你有動力親自到現場支持的人：爱人／朋友
63.你內褲有破洞嗎：没有。你去死啦什么鬼问题来的？
64.你採過大便嗎：没有。
65.你是個很情緒化的人嗎：是
66.你遇到讓你奮不顧身的人沒：不知道~　不要说
67.長的好看就是窮人長的不好看就是有錢人你會想當哪一個：我宁愿当普通人
68.睡觉的时候，身上都穿着什么：衣和裤啦

67.你的第一次是几时: 第一次什么？第一次玩电脑啊？
68.一天抽几支烟：从来不抽
69.爱情的定义：当两个相爱的人在一起。

点　－　Anne, Sue Jane, Elene, 010, Seok Yee, Renee

112th.

2009-10-28T03:46:00.000+08:00

看到了我校的一个已毕业了的人的部落格，蛮喜欢看他写的文章。
他的部落格：http://www.wretch.cc/blog/varent
相信我校的人因该知道他是谁吧。

分享一下。
黑色 = 他的文章
蓝色 = 我的想法

你爱的人无法像爱你的人这样的爱你，
也许是因为你爱的人心里爱的是另有其人，
同样的，
爱你的人会问，
为什么你就不能像他爱你这样爱他，
因为你爱的另有其人。

蛮有道理。

开始一段爱情，
是需要缘和份的。
有缘却缺份，
或有份无缘，
都是没有办法得到一份完美爱情...
在你跟你爱的人在一起的时候，
就是你们有缘份，
没有人能知到这段缘份能持续多久，
所以，
当你拥有时，
就应该好好去跟另一半相处，
也许，
这能让你们的缘份维持得更长久。

同样的，
一段爱情的结束，
也就是说你们的缘份已经到了尽头，
没有人能阻止事情的发生。

用不同的角度去想，
也许你会觉得，
结束了，
会对彼此更好。
毕竟这是上天安排的....

是缘分吗，还是自己的错？

一段感情，自己放掉，错的是谁？而又是为了什么？

放掉一个你爱的人的手，最后发现他的温度还停留在自己的手心中。

但

一切，已结束了。

等待下一个开始。

你，找到了吗？

在对的时间遇见对的人是一种幸福，
是一种完美的爱情，
是种永远的缘份...

可是，
在错的时间遇见对的人，
是一种痛苦，
是一种折磨，
是美中不足的爱情，
更是一种没有永远的爱情...

完美的爱情，
就是拥有天时，地利，人和...

在对的时间，
在对的地方，
遇见对的人。

这才是完美...
隔不开的爱...

读过了、看过了蛮多说得像他一样的文章。

所谓对与错的时间，

我认为是在说明那个人是否已有另一个半了吧。

对的时间，找到对的人，是一种幸福。

错的时间，找到对的人，是一种痛楚。

在错的时间，找到对的人，

你，会选择等待吗，还是选择放弃。

给我，我宁愿放弃。

这一辈子我不想再等待任何人了。

很多人说，等待是一种幸福。

幸福，是吗？

眼前看着你喜欢的人，你爱的人站在你面前，

而他旁边的人却不是你。

等待，其实是一种痛楚。

不写了。

111th.

2009-10-28T02:22:00.000+08:00

Wake up and forget the past.

It was just a dream.

Live life.

Now.

I need to learn how to forget.

Sigh..

110th.

2009-10-28T01:42:00.002+08:00

Feel like changing my bloglink.

Not in the mood for blogging these days.

Losing touch and grasp with certain people and stuff.

Oh well.

Life sucks anyway =)

109th.

2009-10-27T08:30:00.001+08:00

Tagged by Seok Yee :]

被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。

被点到的:
(1) Anne
(2) Daryl
(3) Kenji
(4) Flamie
(5) Elene
(6) Seok Yee
(7) Chen Hee
(8) 010
(9) Sotong Ray :p
(10) Sue Jane

01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ] : Nope
02-[ 10号是男还是女? ] : Girl
03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ] : Watch drama =x? Eh not sure jor >.<
04-[ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ] : A brother
05-[ 7号姓氏? ] : Chin
06-[ 1号人缘好吗? ] : Yup chiobu :D!
07-[ 5号有人追吗? ] : Don't think so, possible ;D?.
08-[ 承上2号呢? ] : -unknown question-
09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]: Blue / black / pink o.o?
10-[ 4号和8号是朋友吗? ] : Nope.
11-[ 9号的生日是? ] : 7th August ~
12-[ 5号读哪呢? ] : UHS
13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ] : Primary school
14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ] : Like.. 6?
15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ] : Bo >.<"
16-[ 你喜欢和5号聊天吗? ] : Yeah :D
17-[ 你喜欢和1号在一起吗? ] : Of course LOL
18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ] : Small kid. :P
19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ] : Sotong lai de bleh :P SOTONG!
20-[ 你爱5号吗? ] ：As friends sure

Nothing much happened, went to Red Box with a few friends on Saturday to celebrate a friend's birthday luhs. It was okay except that it was very pricey x.x"

I've been slacking these few weeks after PMR, nothing much to do. Ponteng-ed school today for the sake of not rotting in class lulz, oh well.
I'm not getting on my high hopes for this Saturday >.>
Better to not expect something than to be disappointed.

Edit: Don't know, don't care anymore :D ~

108th.

2009-10-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

我不想再相信任何人。
宁愿装作没事好过。

要我相信你，我做不到。

107th.

2009-10-23T00:06:00.001+08:00

I just imported all of my blog posts from my two old blogs [366days-iwaitedforyou.blogspot.com] & [lonely-renaissance.blogspot.com] to this one which is also my current blog, [withwings-ifly.blogspot.com] Total number of posts sum up to 284 in 2 years' time, cool.

Anyway I just woke up, gonna go prepare now, cya guys :D!

Post to be updated later ~

106th.

2009-10-22T03:20:00.002+08:00

Something I took from someone's blog.
Interesting read..

请不要错过身边爱你的人

希望你看到这篇文章的时候一切还没有晚，幸福不会时时等着你，爱你的人不是随时可以出现，请你学会珍惜。
　　看到一个深爱着你的人为你而改变，因为爱你，他收起他的顽固脾气；因为爱你，他把你的兴趣也变成是他的兴趣。
　　喜欢一个人是没有原因的，他无悔的付出，都认为是值得的，只要能和相爱的人在一起。
　　其实我们的身边都有一些这样的人，只是我们还没发现，最懂你的人，总是会一直的在你身边守护你，不让你有一丝的委屈；真正爱你的人，不会说许多爱你的话，却会做许多爱你的事。
　　如果你身边有这样的人的话，请你好好珍惜....常因为你的小体贴而感动，如果你一直对我好，我可能就会喜欢你，喜欢你的我，会毫不保留的付出，天真的认为有天你就会懂。
　　女生的心很容易受伤，所以我不轻易说出口，假如期望落空了，伤心难过很不好受，总希望你先说，如果你也犹豫不决，或许我们就这样错过，再来后悔为何当初不说。
　　摘不到的星星，总是最闪亮的，溜掉的小鱼，总是最美丽的。错过的电影，总是最好看的，失去的情人，总是最懂我的。
　　这世界上，每一个人都有个想要寻找的人，这个人，错过了，就再也找不回来。
　　如果爱上，就不要轻易放过机会。莽撞，可能使你后悔一阵子；怯懦，却可能使你一辈子后悔。没有经历过爱情的人生是不完整的，没有经历过痛苦的爱情是不深刻的。爱情使人生丰富，痛苦使爱情升华。
　　多少个早知道已经来不及！
　　早知道
　　你过的不好，我不会轻易让你离开
　　早知道
　　我爱你，必须常挂在嘴边，我不会吝啬说出它
　　早知道
　　喜欢你，必须过马路时拉着你的手，我不会介意伸出手来
　　早知道
　　我爱你，必须在吵架时依然讨你欢心，即使错在你，我可以颠倒是非
　　早知道
　　我爱你，爱与被爱，我不会选择，５０％我爱你，５０％你爱我，会选择７０％%我爱你，３０％你爱我，因为爱你多一点，你会倍感幸福
　　早知道
　　我爱你，是一种支持，我不会在你节食时说你无聊
　　早知道
　　上天安排你离开是一种错误，我不会让祂得逞
　　早知道
　　似曾相识，我会趋前问清
　　早知道....
　　早知道....
　　早知道....
　　多少个早知道，都在你离去后跟着出来，可是，再多的早知道都已经没用，都唤不回了..
　　「幸福」是一颗梦想的种子，需要用「生命的热情」去灌溉；「幸福」不是靠别人给的，而是要认真抓住、用心选择。
　　当还能拥有时，好好珍惜吧！
　　爱情如此，友情如此，亲情更是如此！
　　那最关心你的人，别只是永远被你排诸于外，当失去了，流泪又能做什么？爱的礼物既不能拿价格的多少来比算爱情强度的高低，它很可能是些不值钱的小小东西，或许是一片小小的枫叶，蕴含着柔情万千；或许是一颗小小的红豆，代表着相思无限。
　　愿大家都能珍惜身边的的幸福，就算目前是一个人，至少也好好去感受大家所传送的幸福原动力，只要快快乐乐，那未尝不是一种自在的幸福！
　　也许尚未发现幸福已经在身旁等待！为自己心里的小小花园灌溉……

当失去了，流泪又能做什么？
其中一个起眼的一句。
说的方式不弯曲，很直接地说出来，而且说得很真。
的确，当我们失去了，流泪还能做什么？
它只能让我们暂时发泄我们的心里的郁闷，是个暂时行的解药。
失去的不会回来，就像时间。
剩下的也只是曾经的回忆。

摘不到的星星，总是最闪亮的，溜掉的小鱼，总是最美丽的。
错过的电影，总是最好看的，失去的情人，总是最懂我的。

Cherish what you have before you die regretting not doing so.

105th.

2009-10-20T04:09:00.004+08:00

Look Only At Me - Tae Yang
*English translation

It's been on my mind for a while
Got to let it out from my chest
Before... it's too late

I can't let you go
You got to let him go
I can't let you go
You got to... listen

[Verse 1]
Everytime I see you I smile
I’ve said it hundreds of times You’re the love of my life
In the world of lies, my burdened soul
I only believe in you
Sometimes you get anxious that my heart will change
I smiled and said nothing like that would happen
A never ending path, my empty heart
The only path I’ll take is yours
Sometimes i hate myself when I second guess myself
Today I wipe you away from my life again

[Chorus]
Even if I cheat, dont ever cheat baby
Even if I forget you, dont ever forget me lady
Sometimes when I dont call and drink alcohol
By chance if I ever meet eyes with another girl, you only look at me.

[Verse 2]
You stayed up all night again and waited for me
You told me with your tears that you think my heart changed
But I said my feelings for you are still the same
All those nights we were together
I think it’ll be hard for me without you
Because of you, I find it hard to breathe
Endless struggle, long sighs
The only path I’ll take is yours
I hate that I’m starting to get tired of you
Without thinking, I forget you again

[Repeat Chorus 1x]

[Bridge]
I know that I can’t make up my mind
In all of my meaningless time
Like this, I become dirty, baby
I want you to stay innocent forever
This is the truth, my belief in you
Even if you die, please don’t leave me

Nice song. Reflects what I'm thinking of.

104th.

2009-10-20T02:03:00.002+08:00

Long wall of random text coming up.

Lets see, I'm pissed about mainly these stuff.
1. my own random thoughts
2. him
3. runny nose

Looks so pure lulz.

I dunno if you come to my blog anymore or not but, aiya heck la. I'll just say everything I wanna say here.

I'm pissed and frustrated because of the freaking distance both physically and mentally and also because it reminds me too much of how Jo and I were once. Silence between two people supposing to be in a relationship is not a good omen. I don't know la zzz I feel so fucked up right now. I hate the silence, it makes me uneasy. Insecurity, the unforgettable feeling still remains.

A lot of people think that I'm the crazy happy-go-lucky type. Sure fine maybe I am on the outside. Yup I admit I am that type to go crazy when I'm out with friends, at school, etc. like I have no worries at all. If you believe in that mask I wear then you obviously don't know me. What I hide behind the mask is my real self which only a few have seen. Some see me as the daredevil type, some say that I'm crazy and some think that I'm weird. Have they ever seen my real self? No. I hide my feelings well. Whether I'm pissed or angry or mad at someone I don't show it much. Maybe some can see through my act, and some are blind, but they will never see who I am. When I spout vulgarities it's usually when I'm either just fooling around or just a bit pissed. If I get really fucked up, a word of advice: don't test my limits.

I'm tired. Seems like all I do is to screw things up. I have no idea how to say this somehow.. all I want is to love and be loved and given the feeling of reassurance and security. I lost it back a few years ago, and now all I want is to find it back but somehow I'm not getting anything it seems. Maybe I'm demanding too much but heck, every girl wants to be loved by the person they care the most for, isn't it so?

I used to wonder, why do people love? Is it to escape from the harsh realities of life, to find your own sanctuary? Is it for fame, for wealth, for looks? Is it just for the cycle of life to go on? Is it just to find someone who is suitable for us, someone to spend the rest of our lives with? Is it to find comfort in someone else ? Is it just to have fun with someone and then dump them after you've down playing? Or is it because we're all loners finding another loner so that we won't be lonely anymore (since in maths, negative + negative = positive) ? Human beings are natural socialites. We communicate with others and make friends and such in order to not feel lonely. But then sometimes, we want to be left alone to be by ourselves, to think things out. In my opinion, loneliness is a word that should be classified in the 'neutral' section and not the 'bad' section because sometimes we need to be by ourselves, to be alone, to escape from reality for awhile. Excessive loneliness can cause problems, but if you were surrounded by friends 24/7, you'd go crazy as well.

I find the world weird. Why do people put Chinese, Malay, Indian or anything else for the 'race' column when it should just be 'human' because we're all from the human race. I find it pointless to argue over a small matter like this. Human beings are weird, and thus the world is crazy. They used to say the scientists and inventors long ago were 'crazy' and 'weird' but then after they invent or found out something useful, they call them a 'genius' and 'clever' people. Very big change, no? Yeah the world is crazy.

It's been 2 months since I've seen him =/
Ah fuck I wanna see him again so damn freaking much la T_T"
I miss you :l I just want to spend more time with you annot next year you go back to SG study again then cannot meet again le need wait again =/
Last year that time you alrdy went to SG study le mahs then I miss you a lot neh dear
.__."
사랑해요

Mehz I'll just update this more tomorrow. Still have a lot to write about x.x"
Looks like my private blog is going to be updated again soon.

Nights.

103.

2009-10-18T06:43:00.003+08:00

Life sucks. We live and we die. Boo.
Live with it.

hoping to see you tmr =/

Nights.

102th.

2009-10-17T04:37:00.003+08:00

Looks like I screwed things up again as usual o_O.
I don't blame you for saying that I'm a betrayer or a liar.
All I wanted was the best for you, and apparently it was a mistake to do so.
I don't really feel anything now, still having a headache from just now.
Anyway.. chillax for now, settle your own problems first.
This can wait.
And hopefully I won't lose another friend but heck, who knows ~_~"

It's about time I froze my heart, numbing it until it feels nothing.
=]

Thanks to my zhu for peiing me <3 you.
I'm off to sleep. Nights.

101th post.

2009-10-17T00:51:00.004+08:00

40 secrets about myself.
Be honest.

Tagged: Anne & Daryl

1. What is your natural hair color?
- Black & a bit of brown I guess

2. Where is your default picture taken?
- o.o no default pic.

3. What’s your middle name?
- Just call me Saph

4. What color do you hate most?
- None.

5. Does your crush like you back?
- No idea. Ask him.

6. What is your current mood?
- Somewhat disappointed.. =l

7. What color underwear are you wearing?
- Hmm... good question. But nah I'm not answering =)

8. What makes you happy?
- Bubble tea never fails.

9. Look at a picture/poster inyour room, who’s on it?
- No picture/poster.

10. If you could go back in time and change something, what you would change?
- Wouldn't change anything..

11. If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
- Eagle.

12. Ever had a near death experience?
- Yup.

13. Something you do a lot?
- Stoning and daydreaming.

14. The song stuck in your head?
- My Saving Grace - ATB

15. What is your desktop background?
- Tsubasa feather

16. What are you wearing?
- T-shirt and shorts

17. When was the last time you cried?
- Long ago bahs.

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
- Nope

19. If you could have one superpower what would it be?
- To fly.

20. What’s the first thing(s) you notice about the opposite sex?
- The smile?

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
- Starbucks Frappucino Caramel

22. What’s your biggest secret?
- Not gonna tell =]

23. Favorite color?
- Blue x3

24. Is it sunny or raining?
- Neither

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
- Tom and Jerry ftw

26. What are you eating or drinking at the moment
- Nothing

27. Do you speak any other language?
- Chinese and hokkien

28. What’s your favorite smell?
- Hmm.. him. LOL no la, roses?

29. If you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
- Normal

30. When was the last time you received a hug?
- 2 months ago.. -.-"

31. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
- Nope

32. What/who are you thinking about right now?
- Thinking about how tomorrow I can't meet him and getting somewhat pissed. ._.

33. What should you be doing?
- Working on the archer guide and reopening my ZJQ thread LOL

34. What was the last thing that made you upset/angry?
- Tmr he can't go out lor. Zzz pissed.

35. How often do you laugh?
- Everyday

36. Do you like working in the yard?
- Don't have one

37. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
- Idk to tell the truth lol

38. Do you act differently around your crush/significant other?
- Not really.

39. Name one song that reminds you of an ex?
- Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

40. Who was the last person to make you cry?
- JCMH.. who else?

100th.

2009-10-16T04:51:00.004+08:00

100th post for this blog! Yay ~ ?

Anyway, seems like a friend of mine is in the same situation as me I guess :/
We're both lacking reassurance, the sense of security.
We're both afraid of losing someone.
How similar.. o_O"

He thinks that his partner is in the same situation like mine some months ago, the issue of "you want the cake in the fridge, or the cake in the shop?"
He says he's lacking the sense of security and assurance that he wants.
Isn't that just the same case with most of us?
Maybe we're just more sensitive, but personally I feel that reassurance in a relationship is somewhat important, no?
Reassurance gives us a sense of security from either our boy/girlfriends.
But then even if the assurance is given, without the sense of trust, then it's practically nothing.

Like how my friend said,

"Love and trust exists together. If one is absent, then the other will be lost."

I agree wholeheartedly with this statement.
Trust, like love, takes time to grow.
Through time, it either fades away or grows stronger.

Don't assume the worse yet. Let her settle her messed up feelings first. Reassure her, help her if she needs it. Support her in whatever she does. Love, unconditionally.
May you both stay together in whatever obstacles that may come.
Love, and be loved.

- - - - - -

I got somewhat hooked back on Take My Hand - Simple Plan again lol.
The tune is damn catchy, and the lyrics are nice.
The chorus part:

Take my hand tonight
Let's not think about tomorrow
Take my hand tonight
We can find some place to go
Cause our hearts are locked forever
And our love will never die
Take my hand tonight
One last time

'cause our hearts are locked forever, and our love will never die.
Yeah I hope so. I had enough of heartbreaks. >_>

笨猪，我想你 =/
希望星期六我能再见到你
很久没看到你了嘛 >.<
又没打电话给人家的 D:
不爽啦~！Rawr!
希望能吧，在家快闷死了啦！！！
笨蛋，傻瓜，笨猪熊猫蘑菇！
好想你 ._.

Found this tag :3

Tagged: Anne & Daryl

A. Anne
1) Do you love this person? – Duh, best friend >:D
2) Is this person your enemy? - Nope no way man Anne would kill me O_O" LOL
3) Would you kiss this person? – HELL NO DARYL WOULD KILL ME THEN I DUN HAVE SUSHI LE LOL

B. Brian
1) What do you really think of this person? - Nice guy :O sensitive to others
2) What’s their favourite colour? – Blue / black o.o
3) Ever danced with them? – Nope

C. Crystal

1) Do you have a crush on this person? – I not les D:

2) Have you ever had a crush on them? – Nuuuu D:<>
3) How old are they? - 17

D. Daryl
1) How long have you known him? - Eh 1 year+ xD?
2) Biggest regret? - Don't have lehz o.o
3) Do you hate this person? - Nope nope LOL

E. Eannie
1) Have you met their parents? - Bo lehz o.o
2) Worst thing about this person?- Hmmm... idk LOL
3) Best thing about this person? - Studies hard? xD

F. Flamie
1)Have you met his parents? - No LOL Flamie's in ENGLAND LOL
2)Worst thing about this person? - He gets bullied by me and Kenji everytime :D
3) Best thing about this person? - Great person to bully LOL

G. Gao Zheng
1) Is he a good listener? - Never really talked to him before LOL
2) Have you ever lied to this person? - Nope
3) Is this person good looking? - Never seen his pic before @@"

H. How Kean
1) What grade is he/she in? - Form 3, same as me ~
2) Is he/she your best friend? - Bo lehz =x
3) Ever done something illegal with this person? - Nope we both guaikias :P

I. -
1) What is this person's favourite food? -
2) How did you meet this person? –
3) Do you trust them? -

J. Joseph
1) Do they have any siblings? - One sister whom he's very close with :]
2) Do you knw their favourite song? – Not very sure but should be Please Don't Stop The Music - Rihanna o_O?
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked u? - Not answering this =] heartpain.

K. Kenji
1) How old were you when you first met? – 13
2) How did you meet? - Maple ~
3) Ever danced with this person? – Nope lol

L. Leonoura
1) What would you do if you had never met this person? – Hmmm... life would be lacking something :x
2) Why do you like her/him? – o.o friend lor
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person? – Sure why not ;D

M. - Meing Mui
1) Is this person older than you? – Nope same age ^^
2) Is this person single? - Not sure, think so?
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week? - 5 times a week? School wad :P

N. - Nelson.
1) Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend? – No LOL
2) Have you seen this person cry? – Nope O_O
3) Do you know this person’s middle name? – Eh I think his full name is Nelson Tan Jun Hong or something @@? Not sure lehs >.>

O. -
1) Have you ever dated this person? –
2) When is the next time you'll see this person? -
3) Do you go to school with them? –

P. Patrick
1) Hv u ever been to the mall with tis person? – Nope o.o
2) How about a sleepover with them? - No lol
3) Does this person have a job? – Nope don't think so

Q.-
1) What is this person's relationship with you? -
2) Is this person wealthy or poor? -
3) What is this person's ambition? -

R. Renee
1) Have you heard this person sing? - Nope o.o
2) Do you think this person will repost this? – Hmm why not?
3) When does this person look best? - Herself :)

S. Sue Jane
1) Is this person taller than you? – NOPE NOT IN A THOUSAND YEARS =) HAHAHA
2) Do you enjoy spending time with her? – Yup LOL
3) Do they live close to you? – Ehh not really

T. Teik Koon
1) Would you do anything for him/her? – Depends lor LOL
2) Have you been to his/her house? – Yup a lot of times lol
3) Where does she live? – Near my house nia o-o

V. Vivian
1) Do they have a crush on you? - She not les pls @@"
2) Is she cool? - Yeah :D
3) Is this person your friend? – Yup yup

W. Wei Jie
1) Would you save him from drowning? - depends, si fatass senior f3 ROFL
2) What you like about him? – caring person, and also a shortcake =)
3) What is her favourite sport? – bball/badminton lor or biking o.o

X. Xyber aka Zhi Hao
1) How did you 2 come to be friends? – Maple LOL I was his guild leader :D
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with them? – Nope, not in SG
3) What is one thing you would change about them? – Nothing :]

Y. Ying Zhao
1) How old are they?- 15
2) How long have you known them?- 3 years or so?
3) What was your first impression of her?- Smart person sibeh pia de LOL

Z. Zhu - my black pig x3 f3 k la not black LOL
1) Does this person have MSN? – Obviously LOL
2) Have you ever made out with this person? – Eh pls I innocent kid Idk what's make out wor =O!
3) When will you see this person next? - Hopefully saturday D: ? sei pig bleh

Oh well I'm off to sleep peeps, going down to Prangin to check on my cards later =X
Cya peeps ~ !

99th.

2009-10-15T03:42:00.004+08:00

A drop of tear , it falls so hard,
It breaks the deafening silence.
A last goodbye, the final call,
what's left but cruel violence.

Torn & shattered, the broken heart.
abandoned, he's left alone.
Tries to pull a hesitant smile,
all the hurt he has to condone.

A drop of ink , the words just flow.
In his eyes once, that glistening glow.

A comma & a fullstop, that's how it ends.
But starts a new paragraph, as she holds out her hand.

- Timmo

forever is over, and love's ended its path.
but then starts a new chapter, as she embarks on another.

如果我真的爱上了你，
陈家杰，你会怎么办？
:p

98th.

2009-10-14T03:47:00.002+08:00

I just read this guy's blog.
After reading it, well, mehz.
To love someone but your heart is actually at someone else's place,
I felt that that guy was cheating on 3 people, him and both of the girls.
Then I reflected it on myself.
Isn't it just the same?
How ironic.
I can point one finger saying that he's cheating on both of them, and what about myself?
I'm cheating on him and myself as well.

好无奈的感觉。
我想要忘记你，但回忆就是那么的深刻。
我连在考场上都会发呆，呆到想到你。
记忆也回到了分手的前一天。
对不起，那一天没什么睬你。
你还是对我那么好。

当一方提出分手了，这段感情也罢了。
你，因该就是因为这个而不要挽回的吧？

从那天开始，我还以为，我不会像之前那么高兴。
但慢慢的，我发觉到，时间一直都在走，它不会为了谁而停。
和你在一起，的确，我过得很快乐，也很矛盾的，很悲伤。
我们都因为不了解对方而各自保持着沉默，而这让对方都受到了伤害。
=/

只能说声对不起，造成了那么多伤害。
也谢谢了你陪了我过的这一段日子。
虽然，可能对你不是什么吧。

现在我的生活已平静下来了。
这要感谢朋友们的支持，
也谢谢了我的这只笨猪。
笨猪，蘑菇，熊猫，啦啦啦~
爱你啦，笨猪。
(shut up Anne, I know you're grinning)

我不知道永远有多久，也不知道缘分有多少。
珍惜拥有，别等到失去了才后悔。

97th.

2009-10-14T02:25:00.004+08:00

PMR IS FINALLY OVER!

Time to throw out the books and let in the fun, fun, fun !
Wooooooooooooooootz :D
Anyway I'm not going to school later so yeah LOL that's why I'm posting at 2am in the morning.

Today the last paper ended at 3:10am, went back with SJ's grandpa fetching me back to my house then after that I changed clothes and went to take the bus down to Prangin because my di and I planned together to go out after PMR's last paper which was Chinese paper 1 for me and KH for him. Damn it he never took chinese :( screw you english school people!

Just nice reach there le then when I was searching around for a shop to top up my phone I saw them both LOL because Nicholas came with him. Anyway we went to the 2nd floor and just nice saw 1 stand selling bubble tea le then since I damn long never drink le jitao buy lor hehe. When I got my bubbletea something damn funny happened. Had grape with green tea, RM2.40 with the pearls. The girl at the counter there said "shuai ge wanna drink bubble tea mahs?" then my di and I were like at there laughing our heads off. Nicholas jitao say no and drag us both away. Funny la man! He was like "eh good thing my gf not here lehz" LOLOL! After that I went to S&J to buy my pencil case since mine was like falling to bits already, plus my stationary stuff too many lol. Then my di was like "eh jie you want a stitch for your birthday annot?" I was like "har? O_O" he said that he would buy for me one if I wanted LOL then I said anything lor I like plushies de anyway :D woots?

Nicholas wanted to buy headphones for himself so we went downstairs to the 4th floor. He bought the headphones which costed him RM38 lol then my di was like going into every single shop that sold gaming consoles and asking for the price of a PSP. I went to buy shoelaces lor for my sneakers.

We went up to the 5th floor after that coz I wanted to go play the bball at the arcade. Just nice bang into 1 group of people I know from my school de. Sibeh jialat sia that time I drinking my bubble tea my classmate who was in that group dragged me from them both and asked if my di was my boyfriend. SIBEH JIALAT LOL suay la man! I denied lor then said he was my gan di nia then she was like "oh okay" then finally released her grip from my arm. Nearly choked on my bubble tea la when she suddenly grabbed me <_< shit lol next time rly go out with him idk wtf will happen if I meet her again, cfm tio suay liao lol. After that we went to play bball at the arcade there de lor. Sian sia last time solo can 2xx ~ 3xx now only 1xx =l lol. We went to the 5th floor tt bubble tea shop where my friend worked at then I finally got to drink my honeydew flavoured bubble tea, sibeh song! Then hor the girl there who I didn't know her de asked me if I was the person she saw at gurney. Then I was "huh, last week ah?" coz that time I went out with my parents lol then she said yes lor. Since when my face so easy to be remembered by people ah ._.? Funny siol. Hehe my di treated me to that cup of bubble tea, thx la :D hehe. Phoned zhu and talked for awhile lor, then he said I with my di 1 kao zai another kao lui pulak! Then I said cannot ah? He like jitao eat tio vinegar LOL! Zhu so cute jor =p bleh ~ !

That time was about 6pm or something already so we went down to the ground floor. Nicholas was like avoiding the bubble tea stand on the 2nd floor like got virus or something then we both teased him saying "SHUAI GE ~" all the way HAHAHAHA! Then that fella buay song liao tease us back lor, say we both look like a pair. Jialat la pulak, couple simi zz he only my di pls. Not the first time people said we both look like a pair le, even SJ, CCH and Daryl said so. Wtf? Eh pls I clarify first, I am not interested in him -.-" plus I'm not available, kthxbai.

We sat at the fence there lor then crapped and teased Nicholas again when he phoned to his girl. Damn funny la how come guys act different when they're talking to their girlfriends o_O ... -is clueless- lol we crap there till my di's parents came and fetch him back lor then Nicholas also went back by bus le left me. I went up to the 1st floor and just nice saw my friend who was working at the bubble tea shop de delivering bubble tea lor so I pei her walk together lor. Just nice when she finished my mom also reach le so I went back home lor.

I think the recent posts before I went mia was due to the stress of PMR bahs.
I'm not really sure myself but mehz..

I'm afraid of losing people dear to me.
I don't want to lose anyone, anymore.

- - - - - -

hold me in your warm embrace
sooth that broken heart I cannot hide
awaken the feelings I have forgotten
melt that heart once frozen
stay... with the lonely soul

learn to let go of what that holds you back
hiding is a mere escape for your problems
the real test lies in the process of letting go...
let go of what that chains your soul
to fill that empty heart once more

我的眼神总是追着你的背影跑
一直停留在我们分手的那一刻

; & the aching heart yearns`

96th.

2009-10-06T20:52:00.002+08:00

It feels more distant than ever.
=/

I hate this silence.

I don't know what the fuck is up with my mood. It may be just because of the extreme stress of PMR or it's because your attitude is somewhat pissing me off in a way. I have no idea why as well.

I just want to be loved and given the sense of protection.
Is it that hard to give?

Sometimes I feel like you're not trying at all.
Either that, or you've given up.

Just because I say I'm fine does not mean that everything is okay.
It means everything is NOT okay.

Maybe I'm expecting too much but seriously I don't care right now.
I don't know why I feel so fucking pissed.
So damn tired as well..

Oh and awesome, screamyx just had to die on me again, fuck you screamyx.

I don't know why am I feeling like this.
All I want is someone that can hold onto me
Someone that actually cares
Someone who can tahan all my random tempers and moods
Someone who can make me smile
& supports me along the way
Someone who can find that key to that locked heart
& make me believe in love, once again

Will I open up that far again, I don't know.
I am afraid.
I lack the feeling of protection.
I feel uneasy.
I tend to mistrust people.
I assume stuff a lot.
all because I'm too scared of losing hold

and yet I did lose someone dear..
I don't want history to repeat again.

Love is like sand -
Place it on your palm and it'll stay
Tighten your grip and it'll slither away

I am sick of myself and my own random moods.

95th.

2009-10-06T18:30:00.002+08:00

My Saving Grace - ATB

If I go, would you wait? Would you wander
Would you know what I’m thinking and why I’m ashamed
Of the girl I am and the stranger that I became
Hold tight to the heart of an angel you’ll never know
Cuz her face looks more like mine
And it keeps you going just knowing I’m here tonight

So let me fall, let me love you
Let me free your inner child
Let me sit inside your silence
Let me ease the hurt you hide
Cuz I’m alive, I’m unlucky
I’m a line too fine to trace
But I could be your consolation
If you’d be my saving grace

My wild world is the shape of a sound that can’t be heard
But it rings when I’m unraveled by you
There’s a quiet storm and my skin gets torn and I wake brand new
Higher and brighter than yesterday
But I’m still a dark, mysterious night
When the sun descends and the moon leads you to my side

So let me fall, let me love you
Let me free your inner child
Let me sit inside your silence
Let me ease the hurt you hide
Cuz I’m alive, I’m unlucky
I’m a line too fine to trace
But I could be your consolation
If you’d be my saving grace

Just reach into the heart of you
Is as simple and true as the love you inspire in me
So let me fall

All I wanna do is reach into the heart of you
All I wanna be is as simple and true as the love you inspire ïn me
So let me fall, let me fall

- - - - - -

So let me fall, let me love you
Let me free your inner child
Let me sit inside your silence
Let me ease the hurt you hide

You may have loved, but have you ever been loved?
I wonder what's the feeling of being loved

has the heart sealed itself, with a long lost key ?
are you afraid, of giving it all ?
to experience what broken hearts have been through,
it's frightening, isn't it?
you never know when will you open up that far again
but if you don't, and never will
then you'll never experience what love is

What's it like, to be loved by someone else?
I wish i knew.

94th.

2009-10-06T04:33:00.003+08:00

LOL Anne actually asked me to do HOT PINK for my hair highlights
Nah I can't do hot pink because it reminds me of too much =l
It wouldn't go with my hair anyway haha
Anyway I'm not a fan of pink so yeah.

Sian la blog till half suddenly heard the sound of water pouring down, scared the hell out of me =="
Turns out to be heavy rain <_< lol.

Anyway Anne and Daryl are getting on like paper on fire.. hohoho :D
May you both stay happy always :)
*Iz glad my best friend has gotten a nice and loyal boyfriend LOL*
Daryl you still owe me sushi remember that hor! Hehe :3
Anne come Penang some day laaaaa ~

Sei zhu said I looked like the asf (shy) emoticon D:
WTF I DO NOT LOOK LIKE (shy) OKAY :( like D:
Hmph. Nvm better than you luhh so bu ke ai de :P
No la still cute la kkk dun emo hor :D LOL

Ben zhu I miss you la! Hmph.

Hokay I'm off to continueing studies cya D:

93rd.

2009-10-04T08:57:00.002+08:00

o_O hi peeeeeeeeps I'm bored.
Haven't slept, gonna go to the library later with my di to study lol xD
My di damn cute de hehe hopefully he'll do well in his PMR :X
I promised him that I would treat him if he did so.. guess he will LOL!
Anyway I feel like highlighting my hair in the holidays o_O ROFLMAO
Don't ask me where I got the idea from, BLAME IT ON WEI JIE LOL tt fella seems to dye his hair every year end holidays o_O
Then again it's like imbala wtf expensive -.-" oh well..
-cancels the idea D: lol-
Guess I'll just highlight it after SPM is over, which is like in 2 years <_<"
Colour preferance:
1. blue <3
2. red
3. SILVER LOL
4. brown
5. hot pink <- LOL [Anne: WHAT THE FUCK SAPH?!?!?!?]

Okay how about 5 = purple. LOL

http://www.flickr.com/photos/7177753@N06/406541275/
OMG AWESOME I WANT HER HAIR ;_;
DO WANTS!
Fucking awesome D: OMFG IMAGINE THAT <3 LOLOL omfg that's gonna be like, secksii ;D!
Or else I'll just let my hair grow and dye my hair THE SAME COLOUR AS HATSUNE MIKU'S 8D
Then bestieee will go like "OMGGGGG MIKUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU" LOLOLOLOL RIGHT BESTIEEEE XD

Saphy has a very unhealthy obsession with the colour blue :D BUT WHO CARES LALALA ~

http://www.flickr.com/photos/7177753@N06/2575654253/
Or maybe I'll do something like that sexy fringe :3

http://www.flickr.com/photos/7177753@N06/3185285389/
BESTIEEEEEEEE MIKU'S HAIR COLOUR OMGGGGGGG WANTS WANTS WANTS!

http://www.flickr.com/photos/7177753@N06/2707852325/
Maybe I'll just do the whole head blue and then whoever sees me will prolly think I'm so cosplayer addict I think.. o_O lolol

Blue = win.
Imagine silver highlights on blue hair...
./dreams

I swear I'm gonna get blue hair highlights no matter what my parents say LOL :X
And no I'm not gonna give a damn if my boyfriend goes against it kekeke...
Might hot pink the fringe for fun though o_O... well a bit of it, not all.

WHY AM I PLANNING 2 YEAR OLDER SHIT WHEN I SHOULD BE STUDYING LOL?
-poofs-

92th.

2009-10-04T07:25:00.003+08:00

I want to give it my all, yet I am afraid of the consequences.
I am afraid to get hurt again, and then I realized why.
Because my past is holding myself back, no other reason than that.
As the quote goes,
Everyone wants to be happy, no one wants to be in pain.
But you can't have a rainbow, without any rain.
I think everyone has went through the stage of being in 'pain' before.
Like how your loved one dumped you when you both vowed to be together 'forever'
Or you left that person for some reason and regretted.

I've had 3 relationships in the past. 2 online [stfu if you buay song kthx] except for one, and no I'm not ashamed to admit this.
The first guy, I was too small. Too innocent. Broke up soon anyway.
The second guy, I thought I loved. Then he left and I thought I lost my trust in every guy.
The third guy.. well I believe most of you guys know what happened. Yes I admit, I regretted it, but then what can I do?

When break ups happen, some people regret, and some don't. For the ones that regret, what can we do? To weep, to cry, to howl, to get mad, the past isn't and will never come back. As Flamie says, there's nothing wrong with regret, but there's no point living in it either. Because it won't help you, it won't pick you up, and it won't do anything. Living in regret is like wallowing yourself in tears, it's either you pick yourself up or else drown in your own sorrow.

I thought I could never get over it when the 2nd broke up with me. I admit, yes, I lost my trust completely in guys. I took about 6 months to get over it somehow lol then he came along. After about 2 and 1/2 years, it ended. I'm still regretting what I said somehow but yeah, I can't do anything, but to move on because life doesn't stops for anyone.
Looking back, I thought I would never get over it, but still I did anyway.
Then, I remembered the quote I once told Xian.
"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger."
True in a way.

Yes we're all on the same boat, we're all afraid of pain.
Pain of the past, pain of problems, pain of losing people we love, we trust, pain.
Just pain.
Well, no pain no gain.
We fear the consequences, and that's why we thought it was best to not expose ourselves to the danger of being in pain again.
We never thought of the possibilities of giving it all and have the chance of being happier than we have ever been.
That's a thought eh?

So what if we experience another break up?
We just have to pull ourselves together, and get through this stage.
"Anything that doesn't kill you makes you stronger."
Everything in this world has a risk.
The risk of failing, the chance of succeeding, the risk of losing someone special, the chance of getting someone back, and the risk and chance of falling in love and being happy together no matter the period of time.
As long as you're happy, then it's all okay, right?

Not a single pair of couple is a perfect couple, like how no one is perfect in this world.
Even so called 'perfect' couples have their imperfections.
A relationship is like a roller coaster ride, it has its 'ups' and it has its 'downs'.
But you have to get on the ride, to make it all worthwhile.
Maybe you two will fight and argue along the way.
There'll be tears and silence as well as hugs and kisses.
Sometimes you need to hold on tight, but not too tight.
Remember, love is like sand.
Hold it on your palms, and there will be a pile.
Grab it with your fingers, and it'll slip through them.

Ah, I get so random moodswings @_@"

Moral of the story:
Never let your past hold you back from what you want.
You might just lose this one chance.

陈家杰，我爱你。
=x

91th.

2009-10-04T05:28:00.003+08:00

All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me)
Bullet For My Valentine

Once more I'll say goodbye to you
Things happen, but we don't really know why
if it's supposed to be like this
why do most of us ignore the chance to miss
oh yeah

Torn apart at the seams of my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like

Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before i snap

Once more you tell those lies to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty (honesty,honesty)
When you say those things in my ear
Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear (wana hear,wanna hear)
oh yeah (yeah!)

Wear your heart on your sleeve make things hard to believe
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like

Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see! (me)
Me! (Me)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap

Torn apart at the seams of my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like me
(it's the best place to be when you're!)

Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see (Me)
Me! (Me)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap

Once again, I am hooked on Bullet for my Valentine <3
Reason? :)
Metal ftw.

Just back off before I snap.

90th.

2009-10-04T02:36:00.003+08:00

You feel so near, and yet so far..
The gap between us never closed; instead it widened
And all that's left is a deafening silence.
What actually happened ?
We used to be so close, back then =/
Is it because we've both changed?
For the best, for the worst

Maybe acceptance was not a good idea after all..
I don't know. I'm still lacking that feeling no one can give.
I'm still holding back from what I don't know.
Still mistrusting, unable to believe in what I once trusted.
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal =l

Ah, I don't know.
Losing faith..

will you be there when I need you most?

89th.

2009-10-03T19:52:00.003+08:00

I have no idea why am I feeling so uneasy.
Feels like I'm about to lose something or someone again.
o_O oh well.

Eh Anne, how 'bout I translate this for Daryl -insert /heh emoticon here-

女朋友的十种叫法

1、老婆。
據說是最通俗最順口的叫法。只是比較少聽見女生叫男生“老公”的，
大概“婆”為揚聲而“公”為平聲，或者女生的臉皮比較薄而男生的比較厚。
據說有的叫“婆婆”，因為是簡稱兼昵稱。天哪！有人這樣用嗎？
有女生能接受嗎？被喜歡的男生叫做婆婆！！！
而且奇怪的是，那個女生居然叫她男朋友“公公”？
呵呵，白頭偕老的願望的提前實現？？
Comment: 只是比較少聽見女生叫男生“老公”的 is it? :X

2、娘子。
比較古典而且詩意的叫法，不知道是不是為文學院男生的專用。
不過隨著周杰倫這個新的R&B之王的《娘子》的流行
（雖然他唱法含糊不清快速得看不清盜版碟上錯字一大堆的歌詞），
應該會慢慢興起才是。
Comment: Wtf, this sounds like O_O"

3、全名。
一般比較適合那種超級厚臉皮並且拉不下臉去表現兩個人的曖昧關係
的死愛面子派，適合大男人大女人在公眾場合紅著臉的互相吆喝。
Comment: LOLOLOL @ DESCRIPTION "那種超級厚臉皮並且拉不下臉" HAHAHA

4、最後一個字。
比較曖昧的關係，比較親密。但適合那種不太肉麻噁心比較正常的男生。
Comment: "但適合那種不太肉麻噁心比較正常的男生" ROFL "比較正常" meaning someone 不正常? Hehehe.

5、笨蛋。
應該是來自於《一吻定情》的超級美男子之口的那句帶著寵溺的“笨蛋”，
其中真是甜蜜心自知。不過奇怪的是，難道男生們不怕自己的女朋友
因此比較而更加迷戀美少男入江？
Comment: No comment o_O.. but sounds so <_>"

6、傻豬。
一直很奇怪女孩子被叫成這樣的動物居然還非常之甜蜜
大概原因入上“笨蛋”一條。不過這樣稱呼到底是提醒
警惕身型還是什麼呢？可口？
Comment: LOL 可口 wtf? Wtf does that even mean O_O"

7、其他動物。
雖然道理同“小豬”，但使用率較低。當然是弱小可愛動物比較常用，
兇猛的動物諸如“母老虎”或者“大熊”之類的少用為好。
Comment: HAHAHAHA @ ANY DUMBASS THAT CALLS HIS GF 母老虎 or 大熊 !
This made my day LOL

8、喂。
最裝模做樣的愛面子的男生。比較大男人主義的，
有些相似于叫全名。不過叫喂的更“串”更“拽”更欠揍點。
Comment: 更欠揍點 ROFL

9、那個女人。
在兄弟面前為了表現自己的男子漢氣概為了面子
而叫的不過誰知道在他們背後在她面前是怎麼肉麻兮兮溫情脈脈的呢。
Comment: Wtf? O_O" sounds so -.- la

10、寶貝／乖乖／親親／甜甜。
大概是溫柔似水小鳥依人的那種女生比較適合這樣稱呼。
Comment: Eh Daryl try calling Anne that /heh LOL
-runs before Anne finds her frying pan-

I think I should translate this for someone.. hoho :D

Oh well off to study.

do you remember the past?

88th.

2009-10-02T19:49:00.003+08:00

Congratulations to:

~ Daryl & Anne on becoming a couple ! ~

Hohoho [about time LOL]

Daryl don't you dare mistreat my best friend hor or else I'm gonna go after you :P

For Anne, don't be afraid to love :)

Unlock your heart and let all the possibilities flow in

Anyway, you two have fun k :D

Starting date: o110o9*

Kekeke, Anne want a timer :P?

Hokay Ima off ~

YOU GUYS NEVER TOLD ME THE RIGHT DATE WTF D:

87th.

2009-10-02T11:52:00.002+08:00

Will save all the stuff I wanna update till after PMR :)
Till then, cya peeeeeeeeps :D!

Oh and I sense a new to-be-couple-couple soon.
Kekeke..

[runs before someone hits me with a frying pan]

Anyway, after PMR plans:
1. DARYL = SUSHI BUFFET = WOOTS LOL
2. Go out with zhu :D bubbletea!
3. Crack my PSP 3000
4. Download more PSP games
5. HARDCORE GAMING FTW
6. Clean my lappy's fan
7. Start making sigs for the peeps I owe <_<
8. Download more songs
9. Learn how to softmod PSPs
10. Fun fun fun fun fun and more fun :D

Oh and looking for a PSP hardmodder (basically a fella that can help add LED lights and all that stuff to my PSP WITHOUT SCREWING IT UP) in Penang, mainland / island also can.
Anyone who knows anyone who does hardmodding inform me please ~
I wanna get LED lights for my L and R buttons & also change the ring behind the UMD door lolol

Anyway cya peeps ~

86th.

2009-09-26T04:43:00.001+08:00

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

I miss you

85th.

2009-09-26T04:23:00.002+08:00

3 months.
I cried.
because of you.

Like a star in the sky, I can only watch you from afar..
I'm sorry Jo.
I'm sorry..

84th.

2009-09-26T02:50:00.004+08:00

Love is not a fucking game.
Oh and I do mind if my boyfriend has an online stead ^^
You should know what I'm talking about here (:
I think I need an explanation? Rofl.
If you don't want to give, sure ^^
Don't blame me for the consequences then.

My personal thoughts:
Love, does not require 3 people to be in it.
Among the three, one will have to be thrown out.
Only two will be left.
Her, or me.

That is all I have to say.
Your choice, your decision.

83rd.

2009-09-24T10:14:00.003+08:00

Something I grabbed from Nel's blog :O

100 truths
Today.. I just woke up.
What was your:
1. Last beverage: Milo
2. Last phone call: No one
3. Last text message: Anne
4. Last song you listened to: Lacie - Yuki Kajiura
5. Last time you cried: 3 months ago.

Have you ever:
6. Dated someone twice: Yup
7. Been cheated on: Nope
8. Kissed someone: Yup
9. Lost someone special: Yup someone very special..
10. Been depressed: Yup
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope

List three favourite colours:
12. Blue
13. Silver
14. Black

This year have you: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yup
16. Fallen out of love: Yup
17. Laughed until you cried: Nope
18. Met someone who changed you: Nope
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yup
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yup
21. Kissed someone on your friend's list: What friend list?
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Facebook friend list? No idea man O_O
23. How many kids do you want to have: Idk.. 2? O_O"
24. Do you have any pets: Yup
25. Do you want to change your name: Yup
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Can't remember
27. What time did you wake up today: 9am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Nothing.
30. Last time you saw your mother: Yesterday
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Change life.
32. What are you listening to right now: 你那么爱他 - 林隆璇&李聖傑
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope
34. What's getting onto your nerve right now: Studies
35. Most visited webpage: Blogger.com?
36. What's your real name: Ask me yourself
37. Nicknames: Saph
38. Relationship Status: (:
39. Zodiac Sign: Pisces. No.1 daydreamer in class.
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Primary?: Union Primary School
42. Secondary school? Union High School
43. College?: Wait till I get there k
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Short :(
46. Height: 158~160cm or something?
47. Do you have a crush on someone? Yup
48. What do you like about yourself? I try to look on the bright side of life... which usually never works.
49. Piercings: Both ears
50. Tattoos: Nope
51. Righty or Lefty: Righty.
52. First surgery: Nope
53. First piercing: Ears..?
54. First best friend: No idea.
55. First sport you joined: Badminton club
56. First vacation: Australia
58. First pair of trainers: No idea
59. Eating: Hungry
60. Drinking: Thirsty
61. I'm about to: Go find food
62. Listening to: Weightless - All Time Low
63. Waiting for: No one.
64. Want kids?: Yup
65. Get married?: Like when I'm 2x LOL
66. Career?: No idea

Which is better:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or younger: Older
.71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both?
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive..
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant.

Have you ever:
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yup
79. Sex on first date: Nope
80. Broken someone's heart: Yup..
82. Been arrested: Nope
83. Turned someone down: Yup
84. Cried when someone died: Nope
85. Fallen for a friend: 2 years back yup.

Do you believe in:
86. Yourself: Yup nope idk.
87. Miracles: Yup
88. Love at first sight: Yup
89. Heaven: Yup
90. Santa Claus: Yup funny fat fella who gives pressies but I never get them every year -.-"
91. Kiss on the first date: Yup
92. Angels: Yup

Answer truthfully:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope
95. Did you sing today: Nope
96. Ever cheated on somebody? Nope
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: 3 months ago.
98. If you could pick a day from this year and re-live it, what would it be? 310509
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? Yup.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? Done.

82nd.

2009-09-21T18:03:00.011+08:00

I think I'm falling for you. No it's not a joke, I'm serious.
Have to thank Xian for it, had a talk with him yesterday, now I'm just thinking back to what he said to me.
Yeah I'm still not giving it my all, it's true.
I don't know when will I ever open up that far again.
I still regret it, but thinking back, I think it may or may not be the right decision.
If I had never said that I think I would still cry over stuff.. Iunno.
Then again I was the one who suggested breaking up in the first place. Hmm...
I guess I'm happier now even without him, Idk lol.
Somehow it's ironic, it's like I'm both happy and sad when I'm with him :/
To tell the truth I haven't cried for ages now.
Does this means I'm happy? I don't know.
I'm just.. in a stable condition I suppose. Normal. o_o
But then he makes me happy :) so it's enough for me.
Oh well.
People change, and life goes on.
Anyway.. sorry >.<" for the last few posts. I know it hurts even if you don't tell it out, right >.>"
Or maybe once again I'm thinking too much <_<.

- - - - - -

Nice song :)

梁靜茹 - 別再為他流淚
詞：黃婷
曲：易桀齊
編曲：吳慶隆

你走了太久一定很累　他錯了不該你來面對
離開他就好就算了心情很乾脆

他其實沒有那麼絕對　遠一點你就看出真偽
離開他不等於你的世界會崩潰
轉個彎你還能飛

就別再為他流淚　別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔　也不要太狼狽
他不值得你的淚　把那遺憾丟在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追　以後為自己醉
(Ending: 以後管他是誰)

每段感情都非常珍貴　他的好你就放在心扉
記得有個人曾讓你那樣的心碎

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑　什麼夢都不比你的美
多少年以後想起他還有些體會　那時你已無所謂

Anne, listen to it :]

- - - - - -

Free hugs ~ ?

So true :)

Mmm.. somewhat inspiring.

I found something else by the way.

Quote:
You won't be his first, his last, or only. He's loved before and he will love again. But if he loves you now, what else matters? He's not perfect and neither are you. To top it off all, you two will never be perfect but if he makes you laugh at least once, makes you think twice, admits to being human, and makes mistakes, hold on to him and give him all you've got. He is not going to quote poetry, he is not going to be thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break. Don't hurt him, don't change him, don't expect too much from him, don't expect him to be the best. Smile when he makes you happy, cry when he makes you sad, and miss him when he's not there...

Anyway, Xian told me this;

Don't hide behind a mask of smiles. It's an attempt so pathetic that no one believes. If you're happy, you're happy. If you're not, there's no use on putting on a smiley face to assure everyone it's okay when it actually isn't. You deserve whatever help you want and need, and he deserves to know about your past so that he can make you truly happy. Talk to him, cry if you need. But give him an idea how to heal your wounds, and how to give you the happiness you need and should have. They say that time heals everything, I don't believe in that bullshit. It's up to you to open up and heal your own injuries by yourself, by your own willpower. It's time to move on, time to open up to yourself and him. Those memories will always stay, but don't let them hold you back. Remember that he doesn't gives a damn if you hold on to the past, he doesn't gives a damn if you can't move on. You're just hurting yourself and digging your own grave. Saphy... it's time to move on, time to grow up. Some memories can never fade, but it doesn't mean that they're suppose to hold you back. Treat them as a reminder of the past, to learn from your mistakes. Remember this, you deserve the happiness you want, and so does he.

Thanks Xian.
Thanks to all of you guys, each and every one of my friends for hearing me out, especially to a certain few.

A short compiled list:
Anne - I don't blame you and nor do I blame anyone else. You wanted the best for me, and you saw that I was in obvious pain. Thank you Anne, for hearing me out during those periods, for attempting to settle stuff with him and me even if it didn't work out, for those random talk, for those moments when we ranted and raved about guys. You're the best friend any girl can ever have, and I'm lucky to have found you :) Girl you rock!

Kenji & Flamie - Thanks guys for those moments last year when you both comforted me when I cried over him and when I broke up with him. You guys made me realize how awesome friends are and will always be there (: I love you guys [NOT! just joking LOL!]

Xian - For being my love advice counsellor :P really opened up my point of view at this crossroad point. Thanks :D

Faye - For hearing me out and for the moments you shared your private stuff with me. Thanks :D

Heng, Zhan Yi, Tao - For the advice and comfort you guys gave. Thanks guys :)

Daryl - for those siao moments when you cheered me up. THANKS MAN, AND REMEMBER THE SUSHI VOUCHER LOLOL!

Elene - For hearing me out at school :) Thanks.

Nebby - For that time in SG when I broke up with him and you sms-ed me when I sms-ed you. & also for SMS-ing me too when I was in Penang. Must have costed you something. Thank you.

My dearest zhu/MOGU [HAHAHA] - for just being here. I know I haven't told you some of these stuff, I know I haven't fully opened up to you. I will, sooner or later. Thanks for that time when I phoned you in SG and we talked haha :D you were still my kor back then. I phoned you that day I broke with him, and yeah I was crying. I just needed someone to listen bahs. My best kor ever = you le LOL! 笨猪笨蘑菇 ~ 啦啦啦 ~
After PMR over le we go drink bubbletea + talk k :D? Mogu ar mogu I wanna know you also lehs ~ hahaha!

& anyone else that I might have missed out, thank you all.

Anyway cya peeeeeeeeeeeps I'm off to sleep ~

81st.

2009-09-20T04:14:00.005+08:00

Went through my old emails in my old MSN account.. and I saw the email he sent me on my birthday this year.

I won't leak the contents here ba, lets just say it reminds me of how I reacted when I saw it.
Was... imbala happy when I saw that, considering he never actually bothered back then.. =X
=/

I hate the fact that you're just irreplaceable =_=" you just had to be irreplaceable right damn it :(
I hate myself for not being able to gandiao these feelings =(
Mehz.

Anyway it's 4am+ and I'm talking to bestiee on MSN.
Thanks bestieee you distracted me =D

I guess at some point of our life we make the one wrong move that causes the biggest regret of our lives.
What to do? Moving on is the only option. =)
Already tried the other one but it didn't work out. Can't blame him, it was my fault after all.
For the better or worse? I've thought of this question sometimes.
It's one without an answer I suppose, for the time being.

Oh bestiee went to take bus to Kuantan le =o then phone no credit again =_= wtfooooood can't sms him dang D:

Talking to Faye on MSN right now, then we came to the topic about him.
Talked about it and a few tears rolled down.
Lols Faye got somehow shocked when she heard about last year. >_>
Heh.
What's passed is past, no one can ever return to it.
All that's left is memories, nothing else.
:]

Aight I'm off to sleep, nights peeps.

80th.

2009-09-20T03:20:00.004+08:00

I have no idea why I feel so tired, both mentally and physically.
Mehz.

Anne, this is for you.

Not all Scorpios will turn out bad in the end.
Remember me.
Sometimes, you just have to try.
Trying is better than plotting and scheming.
Actions speak louder than words.
:]

Quotes:

Everyone wants to be happy. No one wants to be in pain.
But you can't have a rainbow, without any rain.

Go for it girl.
Reach out.

This is a siggy bestieeee made for me =D
Bestiee ftw!

Thanks bestiee =D you knew exactly what to put for the render HAHAHA!
Hatsune Miku ftw ;D + we both so addicted to vocaloid siaa
Next time we'll see Hatsune Miku ft. View LOL!

Bestieee next time come Penang we go eat laksa, nasi lemak and fried fish till we song hehehe =D
Remember inform your bestiee here first siol !
Bestieee have fun in Kuantan, don't miss me cuz I know you will =)
Bestiee for life k? :D

I hate the fact that there's no topic to chat about between us both. Since when has the distance dragged so long? Since you went to Sg perhaps.
You're right in a way, we both are very far from each other. Both as in real and well in the sense of, I dunno? Sian. Both same state but different places, then wanna meet you also long time once.. =l
何时我们之间的距离已相差的那么远？
Blehz. Oh well.
We'll find some day to talk over it I guess =) you yourself also say le.

我还是没有那种安全感。
你，能给我我所要的吗？
我不知道。你呢？

Then again I think I'm thinking too much.
Ahh, neh mind. A few more weeks until PMR is over.
Then we both go out drink bubbletea =D yay for honeydew flavour bubbletea ~

Hokay peeps I'm off to sleeeeeeep nights ~

Bestieeeeeeeeeeee have fun in Kuantan!

79th.

2009-09-19T03:32:00.002+08:00

Come Back To Me - Utada Hikaru

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don’t want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop on
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won’t leave me alone

If you come back to me
I’ll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

Memories I have of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this, and she buys that
Just leave her alone
I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isn’t that bad, it isn’t that bad
And she’s wiser for it now

I admit I cheated (admit I cheated )
Don’t know why I did it (why I did it)
But I do regret it (do regret it)
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I’m sorry but
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity
Got the better half of me
Baby take it easy on me
Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can’t you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby take it easy on me
Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me

(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(One in a million)

Nice song.

Anne should know what I'm thinking of. =]

Nothing else to say.

Nothing I can do or say can change the past

78th.

2009-09-18T03:41:00.003+08:00

Golden Rules of Love

Golden Rule No. 1: Love yourself
愛情金句 No. 1：要懂得愛自己

Golden Rule No. 2: There is no right nor wrong in any relationship
愛情金句 No. 2：感情無對或錯

Golden Rule No. 3: Do not torture yourself
愛情金句 No. 3：不要再折磨自己了

Golden Rule No. 4: Be hardhearted while breaking up
愛情金句 No. 4：分手要狠

Golden Rule No. 5: If he loves you, he wouldn't let you be in pain
愛情金句 No. 5：如果他愛你，他就不會讓你痛苦

Golden Rule No. 6: If you have never tried, how do you know if it won't work?
愛情金句 No. 6：未試過，你怎知不成功﹖
無論成功還是失敗，勇敢在愛情裡是很重要的。
Golden Rule No. 7: Losing him does not mean that it is the end of the world
愛情金句 No. 7：失去他又不是世界末日

Golden Rule No. 8: Do not waste your youth
愛情金句 No. 8：不要再浪費自己的青春

Golden Rule No. 9: He is not worthy of your tears
愛情金句 No. 9：他，不值得你為他哭

Golden Rule No. 10: Breaking up means breaking up, do not seek the source
愛情金句 No. 10：分手了就是分手了，不要尋找分手的原因

Took from someone else's blog.
Very interesting.